Summary: Colby has a nightmare about Sam leaving him. Colby wakes up in a panic and Sam comforts him.
Type: Angst/Fluff
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"You were never there! You never helped me! You always left me alone, Sam!" I cried, tears streaming down my face freely as my heart plummeted further. The feeling of loneliness and betrayal corrupted me, blinding me from reality as I shouted freely to the one I thought I loved. "Every day you're gone! You're always out drinking, never taking time out of your day to just speak to me!" I shouted, my tear-stained cheeks glistening against the light of the burning fireplace beside us.
"So what if I did? You weren't there either, Colby. Don't make yourself the victim here!" Sam shouted defensively at me, his voice sounding hoarse and inflamed as he seemed fairly drunk. His words were slurred, but it didn't stop me from understanding the hatred behind it. "You aren't perfect, Colby. And neither am I! Don't you get it? We're both nothing!" Sam shouted, his eyes now glistening against the fire as well.
Papers were scattered around the house, making the uneasy feeling come back. Anxiety rising, my hands started to shake as I thought deeply about Sam's words. This can't be real, right? There's no way... Sam would never. I gulped, looking at the fiery eyes in front of me as Sam handed me divorce papers. "S-Sam... you can't be serious!.." I argued sadly, my voice cracking as darkness and depression slowly started to consume me.
"We're over."
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I jolted awake with a gasp, tears streaming down my face freely as my hands shook rapidly. I felt my heart beating out of my chest, anxiety rising as the nightmare replayed in my mind over and over. My mind screamed at me, thoughts overwhelming me as I felt I couldn't breathe. I was having a panic attack, clearly. I gulped, my wide eyes scanning around the room to make sure nothing was there, nothing to overtake me once again.
"S-Sam?.." I whimpered out, my voice shaky as I looked beside me to see the handsome blonde. My shaky hands reached over to Sam's broad shoulder in a panic, shaking him lightly as I felt my throat clog up and anxiety rose further through my chest. Sam hummed, his body tense before relaxing in exhaustion. "S-Sammy..." I whimpered once more, my whole body shaking gently. Sam's head shot up, his head whipping around to look at me.
"Colby?.. Oh my gosh, baby..." Sam cooed, sitting up as he grasped my waist, pulling me closer to his chest. "What's wrong?.." Sam asked gently, his voice soft and comforting as he spoke such gentle words. I gulped, stuffing my face in his shoulder as I tried to think of other situations. I didn't want to remember such nightmares.
"I-It's just... I had a nightmare... about us." I mumbled, snuggling further into the warmth of Sam. Sam pouted sympathetically, his hands running through my hair as he knew it was a tactic to calm me down whenever my anxiety rose. Sam stayed silent, allowing me to talk if I felt like it. "We got a divorce... in the nightmare, of course," I said sadly, Sam humming sadly as well. Gently, Sam grasped my chin, making me look at him as I was now seated in his lap.
"Don't worry, baby. I will never leave you. You're so precious and perfect... I just couldn't imagine ever losing you." Sam said, kissing my forehead. He let go of my chin, letting my head rest on his chest as I smiled gratefully.
"I love you, Samuel Golbach..." I said genuinely, the love of my life smiling happily as he kissed the top of my head. Sam laid his head on mine, kissing it ever so gently.
"I love you too, Colby Golbach," Sam said, his voice soft and gentle as always.
God... what did I do to deserve Sam?..
