When thoughts are loud, it suffocates you
People doesn't really hear you,
yet they pretend they do
"Everything will be okay.." they said,
though they really don't understand what you're going through
I never tend to let my emotions show
somehow, sometimes I failed to do so
It's hard to pretend to be okay every time
when all you want to do is lay down and cry
People say I'm strong, am I really tho?
they admire my smile while I'm holding my tears behind
"I care for you" they said,
do they really mean it?
When the tears starts to escape,
and voice starts to break—
flaws trying to show,
would someone be brave enough to stay tho?
"I'll never leave you..", soon as you believe..
that's when people starts to leave
"I'm different" they always say that, don't they?
once your guard is down, that's when you lose your ground
It's okay lil soldier, you'll win the battle again..
