Fuck up

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I grabbed his arm screaming at him not to let go. I pulled him through the bedroom window, it took all of my strength. Once he was in I kissed him on the forehead.
"You are not a fuck up," I told him.
"Yes I am you don't understand what it feels like to hate yourself so much."
"I think that I would understand it the most," I said sitting down beside him.
We were silent for a while," you know if you jumped I don't think I would have ever been able to live myself. I mean I haven't known you that long but I know you enough to say, I love you Andy."
"I love you too please don't ever leave me," he sobbed. I reached over and hugged him as tight as I could. We both sat there and cried for a few minutes before we heard something interesting on tv.
The reporter came on the screen talking about a missing person. The description described that he was 5'11 with short brown hair and blue eyes, after the description they showed a picture of who it was. I started to cry...

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