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I woke up early Monday morning, feeling anxious for class. The day was grey, and my window was misted over. All my roommates were asleep, so I dressed quickly and headed down for breakfast.
There was not a lot of people up at 6:00am, but I caught sight of a beautiful blonde haired boy sitting by himself.
"Hey tiger," I yawned, sitting down next to him.
He rolled his eyes.
"Y/n, we've talked about this. I don't want anyone to see us," he turned, and looked around the room. "I don't know, being together."
I scoffed, and grabbed a muffin.
"I'm not sucking your dick, calm down. No one is gonna know, Draco."
"I'd just- I-"
I got up.
"I get it. See you around, Malfoy."
Dammit. This whole secret relationship thing was really hard. I tried my best not to let my feelings get hurt, but it was hard sometimes. For whatever reason, I felt like he was... embarassed of me?
-time skip to a few weeks later-
I was sitting in the common room, minding my own buisness. I was reading a book I had bought from a Muggle bookstore... a classic.
The fire was warm, and the sun was setting, casting a sweet glow on the Hogwarts grounds.
I heard footsteps, clearly coming from the boys dormitories. I sighed, as the familiar scent of Draco's cologne permeated the common room.
"Hey," he said slyly, whispering in my ear and tangling his fingers in my hair.
He pulled my head back against the back of the sofa. He leaned down over me, and pressed a soft kiss to my forehead.
"Do you wanna come up?"
I scooted away from him, shaking my hair out of his grasp.
"I'm not really in the mood, Draco."
He rolled his eyes, and came around to sit next to me.
"You're never in the mood these days."
I crossed my arms. This guy.
"Maybe its because you've been such a little shit? No offense, but I'm not into getting fucked by a piece of crap."
Draco's cheeks reddened, and his eyes grew dark.
"Piece of crap? What the fuck are you talking about? I've always been sweet to you."
I sighed, and got up, snatching my book off the coffee table.
"Yeah, sure. I guess... I'm just ready for someone who's willing to be more committed." He was looking up at me like he was really confused about something.
I was getting pissed. Like, seriously.
I huffed, and walked around the couch, heading towards the staircase.
"Like yeah, you're sweet to me... but are you really? Just think about it for a second."
Draco got up, ruffling his hair.
"Y/n, I'm gonna be honest with you. It's hard for me to be seen in public with a muggleborn."
I closed my eyes, blocking out his words. I figured it was true, but... it still hurt to hear.
"You know how my parents are. My friends would tell them, the... maybe even some of the teachers would tell them. I would be disowned. I would lose everything."
Tears started to drip down my nose.
"So you'd rather lose me?"
He seemed at a loss, honestly kind of upset.
"I- I guess so. Yeah. I'm sorry, Y/n."
I bit my lips, stifling a sob.
"I mean, it's not like we were in love or anything, right?" I sniffed, smiling weakly.
Draco looked at me sadly.
"Yeah. Nothing like that."
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