I hate you
I hate the way you treat me
I hate the way you say my name
I hate how you won't go away
God I'd just give a day
A day to be free of your wrath
Your antagonistic words Stab me like knives in my back
I hate you I really do
I hate the way you make me feel
And the way you can copy anyone you choose
And yet- as much as I hate you
The hate isn't true
Cause we both know you will always be there.
You control the pain
You control the blade
You control the thoughts to my every being a part of me I could never rid of. But instead I live on.
On the hate
On the words
On the fear.
And the things you whisper in my ear
The sweet nothings turn into bloody screaming
No matter how many times I'll say it you always knew
I could never hate you
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So... that's. I'll start this by saying that no- this isn't a person I'm describing. It's more of a mental disorder I struggle with. So yeah. I loved writing this so expect more!
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