Well I've done it, I've officially fucked up my life by being stupid.
Back story I dated this boy who we're gonna call S. S is Polly (I don't care it's just not for me) after 6 months I ended things. They were clingy but I'm still close with them. So flash back to present, imat a party at this kid SC's house. I have 2 friends A and C, A and I have other friends S,P and SC, okay. C and A don't like S,P and SC, and I'm torn because S and I kissed today PLATONICALLY. But like I'm touch deprived and- yeah so when S and I kissed we kept kissing throughout the night. And now I feel dirty because C is mad and I'm upset at myself for letting me get like this again- So that's the issue