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TONIGHT IS THE NIGHT

Or more like Friday was the night....this is kinda a late update.

So Friday night was the night of our school dance. The food was worse than expected, but not awful. The pictures were fun. The music wasn't too bad, though a lot of Asians are shy dancers, SOME WERE AWESOME. Overall, I had a pretty great time, although one thing really got to me..Shall I explain the entire night?

Well, at least as good as I can remember it...

So I left school early to get ready, if I didn't I would've only had like an hour to prep and all girls know that isn't enough for an event like that. So yeah...My mom picked me up and surprise surprise, Shaun was there. (I'll explain in the next update who he is and how extremely awkward & weird it is to have him around) But anyway, we went to get lunch, baked potatoes yum yum, and then I went home and stayed in the air conditioned living room for an hour. Definitely did not add that into the schedule... I took a quick shower afterwards and then my mom helped me do my makeup. SHE FORCED ME, OKAY? I WAS FORCED INTO IT. I didn't have time to do my hair, which sucked cuz my hair is yuck ,BAHAHAHA I RHYMEE, and then we left for the hoteeeeell.

Okay, boring part over.

When I showed up, HE was there. Ya know...him. If I seriously have to explain this...*shakes head in disapproval* I walked in, thinking that no one was there yet since I was pretty earlier, but then he was there and so were a bunch of other people. I have no idea why they were waiting in the lobby, and apparently they had no idea either. He was standing there in his suit, looking mighty finnee, haha creeper alert. And he walked over, completely unfazed by what I was wearing or how I looked. Everyone else around me was squealing, "Oh my god, Nichole. You look so pretty." (I never wear makeup and most of the time, my outfit consists of a t-shirt, shorts, and converse;)) And all I was focusing on was him. The first thing he said to me was, "Are you wearing makeup?" And I laughed, basically because I laugh at everything although completely unnecessary. I don't remember much of what happened in the next probably two minutes because he was extremely close to me. But I do remember him asking me if the little dot on his nose was noticeable, and I said, "Not if you don't pay attention to it." And then he said, "Then just look at my eyes." Or something along the lines of that, I seriously couldn't focus because HE WAS STARING RIGHT AT ME AND WE STAYED THAT WAY FOR LIKE A REALLY LONG TIME. And I think these two situations (makeup & EYE THING) should be swapped around, I think the second thing happened before the first...eh, whatever.

All the other stuff that happened in the approximately ten minutes I was down there doesn't really matter.

So we went up to the third floor, where the dance was held, and we walked in gave up our tickets, voted for king & queen, and signed our raffles. Then we got our pictures taken, I went alone so none with a date :(. Okay, this will take forever to explain so I'm going to speed it up a bit to get to the important parts.

Pictures. Food. Waiting for music to start. People from other schools showed up.

AHEM, meaning his date was just about to show up. I'd never seen pictures of her before, but rumors were that she was her school's "It Girl". So basically, she showed up, and now I'm going to speed everything up again.

She showed up. Everyone at our table left the table. Left them alone together. I overheard her talking to Ann, a friend, about his exes or something. Realized she probably does not like me. Avoid her the rest of the night. Dancing started. Dance a lot. Feet hurt from jumping in heels. "The pain is part of the fun." I PROMISE YOU, IRIS, IT WAS NOT. Slow songs started to play. Dance with a few guys. But never with him.

Rest ain't important.

I never got to dance with him. And I left the dance disappointed because there were so many times we could've asked each other, when we were the only two without anyone to dance with, but we were fucking cowards and didn't.

So yeah, I was pretty sad :(

But eh, I'll get over it.

Hopefully.

I feel like I left a lot of stuff out.

Oh well, if you wanna know more, though you probably don't, about stuffffs then just tell me...or something..

The shit I write is confusing as heck.

-nicholeisabelle

Stay tuned to learn more about weird Indian guy *thumbs up* ;)