It's been almost a year since my sunflower is gone. I remember it shined and brighten my days back then when I was struggling with abandonment issues and trauma. That sunflower was always there for me when I cried. It made me smile. It made me laugh. It made me the happiest I've been in a while. Unfortunately... one day, the sun stopped to shine on my sunflower and it started to wilt. I tried to water it, I tried to give it love. But I was hopeless. I'm just glad I was able to see its smile before it got picked up from the garden of billions of flowers.
I do not blame the sun for stopping to shine on it, my dear sunflower was just too kind and precious for this world so it got picked up to be in a better place. I'm relieved that now, it is in a gorgeous bouquet of flowers with other amazing flowers like it. It'll soon be the day it went away, and I'II draw something beautiful for it.
