Larissa Weems❤️

Love to what? | TW

I woke up the next morning snuggled with Larissa, I put her shirt on. She was much taller than me so her shirt was a bit big on me. But I loved it. I cook her breakfast and decide to make omelets. As I was listening to a song and cooking Larissa looked as she leaned against the wall and smiled as I slowly swayed side to side while cooking. Dreams by Fleetwood Mac was playing. Larissa came behind me and kissed my neck.
"Morning my darling." She said as she wrapped her arms around my waist.
"Good morning my love." She starts to sway with me. I knew then that this woman, is my everything. Larissa and I sat at her table and ate breakfast.
"What do you want to do today?"
"Well, can I tell Enid and Wednesday about us? Enid is my best friend." I asked.
"Yes but only if they agree not to say anything, because we can still get into trouble since you are my student." Larissa kissed me. After breakfast I went back to my room and called Enid.

Me: Hey

Enid: Hey, what's up?

Me: I have so much to tell you come to my room!!!!

2 seconds later, Enid burst into my room.
"Larissa and I are together!" I said excitedly. Enid squealed and then hugged me.
"Aw, so cuteeee!!! I was hoping you would end up together." I took a breath.
"We made love last night." I said. Enid was so happy.
"And how was it?" She said enthusiastically.
"It was amazing. I...I've never felt so cared for. Larissa is amazing I love being with her. And that tongue of hers....talented." Enid laughed.
"Ahhh I'm so happy for you two!"

After my little talk with Enid, I walked in the quad and it was empty, but...
"Hey bitch!" Bianca yelled as she came near me.
"What do you want?" I said.
"You think that was smart? That shit you pulled, tripping me over?" She looked pissed. I knew I was in trouble. I tried to turn and walk away, but all 4 of them circled me. Bianca punched me in the stomach and I felt like I couldn't breathe. Her friends took turns at hitting me, kicking me, slapping me. In this moment, I felt like I just wanted to die. Because it'll never end. The constant Bullying. Just all the bullshit. When they finished I was bleeding and bruised and on the floor holding my stomach. My vision was blurred for a couple of seconds. Until they dispersed and I saw...
"Darling!" Larissa kneels beside me and holds my head to her chest.
"Oh what have they done to you my love?" She cupped my cheek. I stood up shakily.
"I...im fine." I said as my voice broke.
"Let me help you-" Larissa began as she tried to help me.
"No! I'm fine!" I walked away and to my dorm and looked at my damaged body.

The next couple of days I never left my room. I've been on my bed just crying and crying with my knees to my chest. I looked at my wrists and I thought,
'I'll never be good enough.' I hated living. Even though I was with Larissa. I hated life because to me life wasn't worth living. Larissa had texted me a few times.
"Darling are you okay? Darling please tell me you're okay. Olivia please. I'm here for you." It was hard not to reply. But I didn't want to worry her. Not with this. Even if she was my girlfriend. I looked at my fresh scars and my tears fell onto them as I cried. I've never known how to ask for help. My father and my mother never treated me like their daughter, I never had support. Enid came in.
"Livie its been a couple of days. Please let us help you. Principal Weems is worried about you, I'm worried about you. Hell even Wednesday is worried." Enid said softly.
"Enid I just want to be alone..." I said shakily. A few moments of silence passed.
"No...I'm going to stay here until you feel better." Enid hugged me and I felt supported. I let out my cry and hugged her back.
"Shh....shh....it's okay Liv, I'm here." Enid said softly. She's my best friend and I'm glad that she was there for me. Because who knows what I could've done that night. I was finally able to sleep and Enid held me. Enid texted Larissa.

Enid: Principal Weems?

Larissa: Yes Enid?

Enid: Olivia really needs you.

Larissa: Is she okay? Is she hurt?

Enid: She's dealing with some shit. But I know you're her girlfriend so, she just needs to know that we're here to support her.

Larissa: I'll be there in a sec.

Larissa knocked on the door and came in and looked at me.
"Oh my darling...I'm so sorry this happened to you." Larissa cried in a whisper before kissing my head while I slept. She turned to Enid.
"Thank you for looking after her Enid." Larissa hugged Enid.
"Of course Principal Weems, she's my best friend." Enid said while glancing at me sleeping.
"Please Larissa is fine when it's just us." Enid smiled and nodded.
"Do you have her? I have to study." Enid asked.
"Yes, I'll watch her." Enid left and Larissa sat next to me and held my hand.

A few hours later I woke up and saw Enid was gone. But I saw...
"Hello Darling..." Larissa said tearfully. She held my hand.
"Rissa I-" I start.
"Do you have any idea how worried I've been?" She cried.
"I was so worried that you had hurt youself or that you had run away." I pulled her onto my bed and we hugged each other as we cried.
"I'm sorry I didn't let you in and I just pushed you away." I cried.
"You have me, you have Enid. You never have to deal with anything alone anymore. Promise you'll let us help." Larissa said as she looked lovingly into my eyes.
"Yes. I promise. I guess...it's just I'm not used to being supported or having someone by my side." I looked down sadly before Larissa cupped my cheek and brought my face up.
"Well get used to it darling, because I'm not going anywhere." It meant so much to have this woman be so loving towards me.
"I see you've relapsed..." Larissa said as she looked at my wrists.
"Yeah, are you mad?"
"No sweetheart I'm not mad, but let me clean you up."

We walked into my bathroom and I sat on the counter as she cleaned my wounds and bandaged them. She was caring for me so much, but I didn't feel guilty like I used to. Was I improving? Larissa kissed my bandage covered wrists.
"There all better." This woman is the love of my life.

We walked back into my bedroom and Larissa sat on the bed and I sat on her lap.
"I've missed you Darling." Larissa said.

"I've missee you too my love." I kissed Larissa and it felt like her kiss was my cure. My cure to my sadness, the cure to my pain. I realised that I need her. Instead of pushing her away, I should be letting her in so she can help me.

Hey babies sorry it took so long, Exams and school are real stressful right now, love you all xx