Around 3 in the morning I started mumbling nonsense in my sleep. Larissa woke up and saw my discomfort. She tried to wake me softly. But I became more scared and in discomfort. I woke up with a scream. Larissa held me and kissed my head and I was shaking into her embrace. "Shh....its okay darling shh...only a dream..." Larissa said soothingly. I calmed down after 7 minutes. Larissa made us some tea and brought it to the room and gave me a cup. "What happened my love?" Larissa asked. "I...You know how I told you about what my parents did to me...?" I asked scared. Larissa nodded. "My father did something worse. Way worse. Do you know what corrective rape is?" I ask tearfully. "No but, anything with the word rape in it isn't good." She replied. "It's when you're raped because of your sexual orientation. I came out to my parents at 15...and my dad's been doing it to me ever since..." Larissa held me tighter. "What a bastard!" Larissa was angry. She couldn't understand how my parents could have done this to me. I had never heard Larissa swear. "God...I don't know what I'm going to do in 3 months...it'll be time for break and I'll be going home." I said tearing up. "I meant what I said Olivia, you never have to go back to them. You can stay with me when break comes okay?" She said as she wiped my tears. "Sleep now darling, I'll protect you." Larissa held me closer than she did before. Like she never wanted to let me go. I fell asleep in her safe and loving arms. At 7 am, I woke up again and decided to make Larissa breakfast, I slipped on her black shirt and went into her kitchen.
I played some music and started to make waffles. I was listening to Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis and humming and singing along to it. "And it's draining all of me Though they find it hard to believe I'll be wearing these scars for everyone to see I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing Ooh, you cut me open and I" I didn't realise that Larissa was watching me sing. As I was belting out the high and drawn out note. Before I was about to sing the next line, I felt a pair of arms go under mine and a head on my shoulder. "Good morning baby, You have the voice of an angel darling." Larissa said softly and kissed my shoulder. I smiled and blushed. "How long have you been here Rissa?" I asked embarrassed. "Well I heard your beautiful voice as I woke up and so I came out and watched. I mean it love, you're amazingly gifted. And I love the nickname." She kisses me from behind and she cups my cheek as my hand goes around the back of her neck. This moment was perfect. Just me and the woman I loved. As we pulled away we both whispered in unison, "I love you." We giggled and then Larissa turned her attention to the food. "Darling you didn't have to do all of this." Larissa smiled at me lovingly. "Well, I'm showing my love and appreciation for you Rissa." I kissed her softly and brought the waffles, hash browns and eggs to the table. We sat at the table and ate in a comfortable silence. I took our dishes and then came back to the table when unexpectedly Larissa pulled me onto her lap as she's on the chair at the table. I laughed as she held me. "What, I missed you." She kissed me softly and then she rested her forehead against mine. "I'm sorry we cou-" "Darling, you don't have to be, last night was perfect just as it was. And I want to make sure you're completly ready before we do anything okay?" I nodded. I wasn't used to this treatment. But I was growing to love it. It was now 7:45, which meant I had to go back to my room to get ready for school. I didn't want to leave her. "I'll see you later baby." I gave Larissa a kiss and then went to my dorm.
I walked in as the happiest girl ever. I put on an outfit that I finally felt confortable wearing, mostly because I knew it would tease Larissa.
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I walked out into the quad that was filled with students and saw Larissa who had a smirk and was blushing hard. I winked and said, "Good morning Principal Weems." seductively as I passed by.
As I sat at my desk my phone buzzed. I smiled when I saw it was Larissa.
Larissa: Miss Amante that outfit is far too scandalous x
Me: Oh but PrincipalWeems, I wanted to tease you x
Larissa: Olivia you're going to drive me crazy with that outfit x
Me: Oh will I? x
Larissa: You know you will.
Me: I have to go. I'm in my music class with Miss Amelia. Bye baby x
Larissa: Bye darling x
After putting my phone away, I had song ideas in my head. Just going through my mind. I wrote down everything I was thinking. I was thinking of Larissa and her beauty inside and out. I walked to the piano and started to play a melody and put the lyrics to it. When I was happy with the finished product, I had a plan on my head. I needed to ask Larissa something. I needed to express to her how I felt about her. Not just with an I love you, but with the only way I know how to express myself, with music.
Hey babies I hope I'm doing this alright. I love you all!!!!
