Give me love

I was being used

"Wanna go out?" Connor asked

"No"

"But why?" Connor raised his eyebrows.

"I said no" I said

I grabbed my stuff & went upstairs to go to his room to pack up my things to go back home because I can't stay with him anymore.

I went & I wish I never did!

I saw a bra from Victoria's Secret on Connor's bed & without a doubt it's Natalya's.

I felt Connor's hand on my shoulders, I quickly pushed him away saying:

"Fuck you! Don't you ever dare touch me again! You're such a fuckboy! Natalya today sent you a text message saying 'hey babe. When are you gonna come? Being late huh?' & now her fucking bra is here in your fucking room!" I screamed with tears falling all over my cheeks.

It isn't even easy to feel like you were just being used.

"Jessie wa-" Connor was cut by me slapping him as hard as I could & I didn't even regret it & I won't regret it.

He deserves more than that.

I quickly ran out of the room & called Lillian to come & pick me up.

I waited in the backyard for about 10 minutes until Lillian came & picked me up.

"What's wrong?" Lillian said worriedly.

"He's such a fuckboy!" I cried

"Spit everything out"

"Natalya's bra was in his room & also she sent him a message saying 'why didn't you come? Being late huh?' So what do you think I should do! I was just another girl! I wasn't his girl or even his FUCKING TYPE" I shouted

"Calm down... Maybe that bra was from the last time... I mean you know that time when you Natalya with him...?" Lillian tried to calm me down by something which is impossible to happen.

"Impossible" I said with tears falling out of my eyes.
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"Hey sweetheart. I missed you so much... Don't you miss me?" Mum said hugging me tightly.

"I miss you... Goodnight" I directly said.

"What's wrong honey? Did Connor do anything?"

"He did everything mum. Mum I can't believe that's happening to me" I ran into her arms crying as hard as I could to get all the pain that Connor cause out of me.

"Calm down Jessie... What happened?"

"Mum I was just another girl!" I cried

"Maybe you understood what happened in a wrong way...?"

"Mum Natalya's fucking bra was in his room...! And she sent him a message saying 'Why are you being late? Being late huh?' & I acted normal about the text message but then her bra was in his fucking room! If you're gonna ask who that fucking Natalya is, she was his psycho ex girlfriend! I'm such an idiot for believing him" I simply stated

"Good night mum. I'm tired" I said & went upstairs to my room.

I returned everything back to it's own place & wore my pajamas to go to sleep.

I laid on my bed & my head started replaying everything about today's problem.

How could he do that to me? He was just using me...? I was such an idiot for trusting him and giving him my heart that easily. Why is this happening me? Why me? Why Connor?

Lillian was the one who said that I should talk with him. She was like is so fucking innocent but hell no he is not!

I quickly grabbed my phone & dialed Lilly's number & waited until she answered.

"Lilly what the hell just happened today? You were the one trying to let me talk to him... Huh? Did you just see what he did today? Your fucking bestie was just being used...! Didn't you notice...?" I shouted

"Jessie... Umm.... Listen, Jack & I were trying to let you guys date each other & I told you that Connor is innocent just to let you talk to him..." Lillian simply said.

"What the fuck did you just say? You & Jack? Connor & I? Thank you Lillian" I quickly hang up & started crying again.

I quickly clicked on the 'silent' button & started crying once more.

Not just being tricked by your boyfriend but also by your best friends huh? Life is just so unfair.

I took a look at my phone & found 5 missed calls from Lilly & 1 text message from Connor. I quickly opened his text message which said:

'I'm sorry... Please give me a chance to explain... It's complicated... Meet me somewhere & let me explain everything... Please'

I read the message & threw my phone on the floor & slept.

He thinks that I'm a toy & he's trying to play with me.

I'm not a toy Connor Lynch.
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A/N: HEYAAAA...!

Song by Sam Smith & it's lay me down.

Just one more chapter & then I'm gonna start writing the sequel which I think is gonna be longer than the main story... Haha...!

Sorry that chapter was really short but as you know that the next one is gonna be the last so a lot is gonna happen.

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