Kate's POV
*knock knock*
"It's open" I said wiping off my tears.
"Honey it's been two days, please eat something" my mom said as she stood there by the door.
In those two days I haven't done anything but cry all day in bed.
I haven't gone to school either.
"we're having a girls day out" she said pulling my arm making me get out bed
"Whatever you say" i said walked towards the closet.
I changed and did my makeup & hair.
I grabbed my wallet and phone then ran downstairs.
I slipped on my white vans and waited for my mom.
"Ready ?" She asked grabbing her keys.
"I guess" i said and we headed to the car.
We went to my favorite restaurant, in and out.
We then went to the mall and bought some clothes and movies for our movie night.
as we drove back home I asked my mom If she could drop me off at the hospital to go see Kalin and she agreed.
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I walked in and saw Kalin watching Warriors play on the TV.
His eyes were on me as soon as I stepped in the room.
"Hey" I said putting my stuff on the couch.
"I thought I would never hear your voice again" he said as I pulled a chair next to him.
"When are you getting out?" I asked
"Soon. I don't know the exact day but I hope it's less than 5 days because I can't stand the nasty ass food here"
I chuckled.
"What happened with you and Myles" he asked with a worried tone.
"Well we broke up..." I said looking down.
"I'm sooooo sorry. It's all my fault ! I should of never ki-"
"Kalin it's okay, don't worry"
"I know it's not. Connor came and told me you ignored all contact with people these past two days. And as I can see you were crying. A lot."
It was silent after that.
"Promise me something" he broke the silence.
"Anything."
"I know you love Myles with all your heart and soul Which is why I want you to promise me you will do what your heart tells you. Don't worry about what I want, what Myles wants, what do you want ?"
I Stopped and thinked.
I love Myles
But I also know I love Kalin.
I don't want to hurt anyone.
I smiled "I know what I"
"Go get him" he said as he gave me a smile.
"What ?"
"I know you picked him. Go get him back ! I will be 100% supporting you because all I want is for you to be happy" he's grip on my hand tightened.
I could feel warm tears going down my cheeks.
"It's all I'm asking for. I see the way you look at eachother. You guys are meant to be. So promise me you will fight for what you want."
"I promise" I said and smiled.
"I love you Kate"
I then saw his eyes slowly shutting.
*beep beep beep*
I glanced at the breathing machine and his heart stopped beating.
No no no no no !
Kalin cant die, I need him!!
I yelled on top of my lungs for the doctors , not letting go of Kalin's hand.
"Stay with me" I whispered as doctors came in the room.
"Ma'am we need you to leave the room" a doctor said
"I can't leave him!" I yelled out crying.
"We understand but we really need you to leave the room" he said practically pushing me out the room.
"No ! I'm not leaving him or this room !" I yelled out with tears running down my face.
More and more doctors pushing me away.
"We're sorry" one of the doctors said when they got me out of the room.
The last thing I saw was the doctors giving Kalin CPR.
I leaned against the door falling to the ground.
I could hear the machines pressing on his chest causing him to jump.
I cried harder.
The sounds on the room suddenly stopped and the doctor came out.
