You were watching yesterday.
One of my friends declared their admiration,
But it wasn't the same.
Only you could declare your love for me.
I felt bad.
Because while she was staring at me in earnest,
I was staring at you.
You stared back unblinkingly
(i was happy at that.)
And I only remembered to reply to her
When you glanced at her
And back at me.
I rejected her,
Of course,
Because
(of you. because i can't stop thinking about you.)
I wasn't interested.
She took it well enough,
And I'm grateful for that.
Because then I can solely focus
On the way you make me feel.
Even now.
Why are you still in my head?
Why do I miss you?
Why does it hurt?
(i don't want you to go.)
