Nowadays, the words
Threaten to spill out.
All my emotions, they well up.
Every second I spend in our apartment,
(still under the guise of our project)
It makes me want to say these words even more.
Will I scare you away?
What if you leave?
I won't leave this time.
But it would destroy me even more,
If you left.
I want you desperately in my life.
And this feeling overwhelms me,
Even more so,
As I watch you make me a cup of coffee
From the comfort of our couch.
Our cat still welcomes me every time,
And I'm starting to think she thinks
I'm coming back.
I want to come back.
But I'm scared you won't let me.
It all feels a bit
Surreal,
Doesn't it?
(i love you.)
