Feeling so confused..

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Gwens pov:

Feeling so confused..I don't know what to do..I'm afraid she might not love me anymore. I know she says she does and hasn't lost my trust...but who's that knocking at her door at night? My mind raced constantly I tried to think..maybe it's someone else she loves..maybe I'm not for her anymore. Maybe she really only thinks of me as a goth boyfriend kissing freak. Maybe she doesn't want me anymore.

I couldn't help but notice and oddly similar figure in the doorway as I drag my knees up to my chin in my seat. It was Courtney.

"Gwen..is everything fine babe?" She quickly reassured me with words.

I couldn't help but answer.."on sunny days...I go walking..and I can't help but think about the fact everyone loves you and I'm probably just a pawn to you..its like I'm a chess piece which you can play with forever..you move me backwards and horizontally but never forward. I love you Court but I don't think I can get this to work." I looked away as a I fiddled with my hair.

"...Gwen you don't mean it...I love you I couldn't ever stop if you wanted me too? I'm really into you if that wasn't clear enough. I'm matching with you on everything. I will never stop loving you..even during our ups and downs I'll always never stop my affection for you my dear.." Courtney slowly but surely got to my seat, she gently grabbed my hand and rubbed the back of my hand.

"I know..I'm just paranoid of what happened with Trent I'm sorry.." I looked away and it was painfully easy to know I was hiding something else..something the cit could easily see.

"You're not telling me everything...what's wrong?" The CIT stroked my hair and smiled at me.

No ones pov:

"I noticed..someone go into your room yesterday and not come back out until 3-4 hours later..who was that." Gwen stared into Courtney's heavenly eyes and waited for a response.

Courtney's mind wailed, how was she meant to tell Gwen that someone who they didn't like was in her room.

"It was...uhmm..." The goth seemed concerned not even Courtney wanted to name who was in her room.

"Duncan." The blackish haired girl jumped up from her seat.

"So you're going back to Duncan?!" Gwen was almost too quick to assume.

"N-no! Hes...I..." Gwen scoffed.

"Leave." Gwen smirked at po8nted at her door.

"Y- you didn't let me expl-" The darker skinned girl was cut off.
"You've already explained enough. I knew I wasn't ever enough for someone like you." Rubbing her eyes so tears wouldn't spew out, Gwen sat back down and waited for Courtney to leave.

"Gwen please! Just let me say my story!" She waited for a response...something she didn't get.
The brunette left slowly and sobbed loudly as she went.
Before she closed the door she had some last words.."check his nails in his recent pictures." Gwen looked back to the door getting curious and curiouser by the second..'nails'? The goth went onto instragram and searched up Duncans account. His last post..

"Hey yall..Went to Courts..done my nails!! Now all I have to do is ask him out! Wish me luck and ty Court!"

Gwen gasped and looked at her door and ran to the hallway. She's left the apartment.

"Courtney.." Gwen sighed and started texting her.

Me:
I'm so sorry. Maybe we ain't made for each other if I'm so obsessed with making it seem like your cheating on me. Please forgive me Court..

No response.. I'll just go sleep.

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