You smile, I smile, it's perfect for a while

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I wake up in my bed, my Nik sitting beside me. I prop myself up on my bed and get his attention.

He looks at me, shocked, before he finally smiles. Not one of his signature, dazzling, charming, Nik tm smiles, but an actual one, because he actually loves me.

"Sunny." He breathes, his voice, raspy and broken from crying, his eyes bloodshot for the same reason, "I thought you would die... and I have killed you... Fuck, sunny, I can't deal with it. It's my fault."

He admits it.

A teardrop falls on his face as he releases a shaky sob.

"I can't make it without you." he whispers.

Ignoring the pain in my lower back, I move over to hug him.

"I love you Sunny." 

My heart weeps with the knowledge I will never say it back.

(132 words)

(Title from If I Saw Him I'd Still Kiss Him by McCafferty)

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