Title: The Pity Party Extends To
Date: April 18, 2011
You love me
And yet
You don't want me
This is what hurts the most
You love me
But not enough to keep being with me
And that's what hurts more
You love me
And yet you pull away from me
Every wound is like a knife in my chest
Digging deeper
Pushing in the rest
Every wound burns a little more
But the moment of happiness
That little piece of joy
Is worth the pain
And worth the ache
Because for you
I'd gladly take
Any torture and any hurt
Letting it swallow me
Until it burnt
Every limb and every organ
As long as I get that little piece
Of happiness I so desperately seek
I go through it willingly
I take the pain without remorse
And still no matter how I try
It never seems to work
And still I put myself through the agony
Of letting my heart be ripped out
It's not your fault
I know it's not
Simply put, it's mine
But I promise I'll never give up
No matter how many times
You tell me to stop
To finally give up
You tell me it's no use
There's always a use as long as I
Feel the way that I do
YOU ARE READING
Enter Psychosis
PoetryVarious Poems written by myself ALL copyrighted. Separated in Volumes. Current Volumes: Trouble Follows the Damned, Ashamed of Blood, Don't Watch the Sky Fall, Hell's Fruit, and Petal's of Blood. Enter Psychosis is the collection name.