his love, his touch, his tesoro

30- his touch

Ezzy's pov- 

We were currently on our way to Italy. Antonio decided he should take an emergency flight to Italy but I told him he's not going unless I go so I can take care of his mental health.

When it comes to our parents, we come from very different backgrounds. His parents are amazing parents who will do anything for me and my parents put me through hell growing up. So I just hope he takes the oncoming news okay. 

Currently, Antonio is pacing back and forth on the airplane and is just overthinking.

"Antonio calm down please. Everything will be fine. Let God do what he does best."

He looks at me and nods but deep down I know he's not okay still. I have never seem him act this way before. 

I roll my eyes and get up before I can regret what I'm about to do. Since the trip was an emergency I decided it will be for the best if Lily stayed home with Ella.

I pick up Antonio giant hands and I drag him to the back where the giant room was. 

I push him on the bed so he was the one laying down and gently tug his pants and boxers off. I then slide the dress that I was wearing up and slide my panties to the side

I spit on my hand before rubbing it all over Antonio's dick who was shocked at my bold moves.

I was also surprisingly shocked at my actions too. 

I slowly descend onto his cock and we both moan out.

I start going up and down fast being deep in his cock. 

I was getting tired of doing so i started to slow down. 

"Don't slow down mama. Your doing so good" Antonio moans out which motivated me to go faster

This is when I realized, I needed to start going back to working out because I was losing my energy so fast. 

I don't know how Antonio does this, I will be so exhausted 

I start to lay my head down on his chest. 

"Tonio, I'm getting tired. I can't do this anymore"

he just lifts my head up and kisses my forehead. 

He suddenly takes over and faster. 

His thrusts are filled with anger and emotion. 

He's has never been this rough before and it's hurting me

"Antonio please stop"

It's almost as he has blocked me out and it's just not even paying attention

"Antonio your hurting me" I cry out and he snaps back into reality. His eyes are red and he looks like he's been holding his tears in for a long time. 

Now I feel bad and I'm an emotional mess

"baby what's wrong? why are you crying" Antonio asked genuinely 

"It's just that I only wanted to have sex right now to make you take your mind off of some things but I didn't help at all. I just probably made it worse" I cry out 

Now my head is hurting and the tears won't stop coming out 

"baby look at me"

I don't look at him. I'm too embarrassed to.

"please ma" 

I finally meet his eyes and there are hazel and glossy from the tears and red. He's wearing his emotions on his sleeve.

"I have never and I mean never have someone who's care for me as much as you do. You care for me on my sick days and you laugh with me on my best days. There has been times when you should've packed your things and never looked back but you didn't. You trusted me with Lily and having your second child. You trusted me with everything and I will always be grateful. I will take a bullet for you any day no hesitation and I'm the happiest man alive for being able to marry such a beauty inside and out like yourself."

At the end we were both in tears crying. I didn't know what to say, I was in utter shock and I was speechless. 

All I could was to kiss me him and that's what I did. I

"Antonio, I love you so much. More than you will ever know" I whisper in his ear

"trust me baby, I know"

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HI YOU GUYS, 

Honestly don't even believe me anymore because I told y'all I was going to post three weeks ago and I didn't. 

ANYWAYS, I know this chapter is pretty short but before the wedding and what's about to happen I wanted a heart to heart moment to happen. 

Also, my book has been going views lately and I'm so thankful but I do want to address something. I've seen a comment talking about how unrealistic this book is. Girl your on Wattpad, of course it may be a bit unrealistic but that's what make books so good. Do you think you will like to read the same realistic book over and over again? I rest my case

my babies, I can wait for the next chapter to be out. Remember as always my Instagram's is in my bio which contains all the latest updates and more!

Stay safe y'all. I love y'all

-Chelsea