his love, his touch, his tesoro

20- his love

Antonio pov:

It's been a week and I'm deeply regretting my decision about the breakup. I shouldn't have taken advantage of her like that and on top of that, I can't lie she gives the best head.

I have barely talked to anyone including Mario for the past week. I just haven't been myself with everything going on and it hurts even more because Ezzy hasn't checked up on me or anything which is hypocritical because I haven't checked up on her just sending my men out to see where she is and if she is safe.

"Hey Antonio, don't forget we're meeting with the mafia leaders from the U.K today" Steven calls out from putting his head inside the frame of the door.

Damn, I forgot all about that. It's whatever I'll just get through it and do whatever to get this partnership with them.

I decide to head out to my Mom's favorite spot where my dad first took her to explore America.

I go here every time I just need time away from my lifestyle, the choices I made and the people I hang around with.

I stare at the waterfall holding the bottles of alcohol I brought with me.

I started thinking and trying to put myself in Ezzy's shoes trying to think of her reason to not pick up her phone calls and messages and why I got so mad and didn't just ask calmy.

Then, I realized it remind of my ex. The ex that was my first love and who I thought I loved was going to get married and have kids with.

I found it hard trusting people because of her and for me to put it on all Ezzyln was really messed up.

Before I realize it my vision starts to get blurry with water.

I was so mad and angry at myself

I was ruining my life because of a girl who never had intentions of truly loving me.

With that thought, I finish the last of the two bottles I brought

I start to feel dizzy and my heads banging like crazy. My vision was getting blurry and my head was ringing.

My eyes flickered twice before it shutting down on me.

My last thought was Ezzy's reaction to all this was going to be

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Mario's pov:

It's been two hours since Antonio last left and I'm worried sick. We have a meeting in the next hour that frankly quite important.

fuck it

I get in the car and start heading to locations that Antonio might have headed.

I text Steven wondering if he could track her and he did

I sigh when I see the location he sent me.

This couldn't be good at all. The last time I went here to go check on him, I thought it was going to my last day seeing him

I get out my car when I get to the location running as fast I can to the waterfall.

At a glimpse of my eye, I noticed Antonio on the ground with a bottle of vodka in his hand

"Oh my God, Antonio what did you do?" I check his pulse and he was still breathing

I call our private hospital to bring their ambulance over to our location and to hurry.

We pay the best private hospital in the state to keep our business on the downlow and to help us in anyway medically.

"Wake up Antonio, please wake up" I yelled while shaking him aggressively