his love, his touch, his tesoro

24- his touch

Ezzyln pov-

"MOMMY DADDY" Lily screams with joy as she sees enters the house. We had just come back from Bora Bora after being there for a week.

I had more than a good time I would say.

I never thought I would say this but a word of advice get a man with a big dick and has mental problems. It will solve all your problems

I hug her so tight crying. I really do love her so much. she runs to Antonio and he lifts her up kissing her on her forehead

That's going to be him with more kids soon

hopefully

I quickly go to go take a shower because I had been on airplane for so long but before that I had this feeling that I had to throw up so I run to the toilet and let it all out

That's weird? I haven't thrown up in years. I don't really throw up

I flush the toilet and brush my teeth before heading into the shower to get changed

I think I'm going to go meet up with Elle and go to the mall because why not?

I quickly change and go say goodbye to Antonio and bring Lily so I can drop her off at cheerleading.

"HEY BITCHHH" Elle yells with excitement

"HEYY GIRL I MISSED YOU"

"Ugh I missed you too" she says as she enter the car

We continue to talk until we get there

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"I think he would love this?" I say while I hold up a purple lingerie outfit

Buying lingerie has become a normal thing especially when Antonio keeps ripping off every single one I own

"definitely, soo how's your sex life with Antonio? I wanna know all of it. My little Ezzy is no longer little" She smirks

"ugh it's so amazing, Antonio can do things to the human body that you wouldn't even imagine" I said

"lucky, all the boys I have been with recently suck at fucking and giving head" Elle sighs

"Your going to find the one that's so good you don't even want to only fuck one day I pinky promise"  Holding up my pinky 

she connects her pinky to mine and smiles

After heading out of the lingerie store we were about to go to the food court but I had the feeling from earlier. The feeling that I had to throw up

I quickly one to the nearest bathroom

"Ezzyln what's going on?" Elle yells while she follows me

I run into a stall and throw up. I'm so embarrassed I start crying.

"Hey come here "Elle says while holding her arms out to embrace me in a hug.

"I'm guessing Antonio and you still don't use condoms?"

"wait what do you mean?"

"Ezzyln you may actually be pregnant girl"

I'm so dumb why hadn't I even considered that.

"But I just checked like two weeks ago I can't be"

"It can happen any time you have sex"

Having kids had always been a dream of mine and until recently it's been a dream to do it with Antonio.
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We we're currently in the cvs bathroom while waiting to see what's was on the stick.

"think positive thoughts for two minutes " Elle said

"idk Elle, umm if it's a boy I will name it Antonio jr. or something and if it's a girl I will think about it."

"you should definitely name it Elle if it's a girl"

"Ehh that's going to be her middle name probably" I laugh

"I take that" Elle giggles

the two minutes is up

I say a silent prayer and look at it

PREGNANT

oh my gosh.

I look at Elle who's just as shocked as I am

I start to cry alot.

I'm pregnant

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I get back really late back at Antonio's house really late after being in Elle's house talking and scheduling appointments for the baby.

I asked Antonio to pick up Lily from school earlier so I didn't have to worry about picking her up.

When I walk into the house I immediately head to kitchen to go cut apple slices to eat with Carmel and when I turn around Antonio sitting on the island with glasses on doing his work

For a minute I thought he didn't know I was here so when I try to sneak out he scares me when he speaks

"Leaving so soon?"

I turn around to face him. He has taken off his glasses now and seems pretty calm.

" I thought you were busy. I didn't want to disturb you. My head is really hurting right now. I'm going to just go to bed. Goodnight" I speed run to him to kiss him on the cheek but he grabs my wrist before I can run off.

"Is that all I'm getting?"

I sigh and move my lips onto his lips to kiss a little more before pulling away and waving him bye.

I run upstairs and quickly taking a shower before heading to Lily's room to check on her. She was sleeping perfectly with her teddy bear that Antonio bought for him.

When I see her I immediately tear up. I can't believe there about to be another baby.

Am I even prepared for another baby some days I feel like I'm underwater just taking care of Lily?

"Mommy?"

I guess Lily woke up from sleeping

"Baby I'm so sorry that I woke you up. Go back to sleep"

"Mommy I want a good night kiss"

I smile and walk over to her kiss her three time on her forehead and both of her cheeks

"Your the best mommy I've ever had. I love you so much" she says before drifting to sleep

"I love you too infinity and beyond that"

I'm having my baby and I'm taking care of her and Lily because there are precious to me and will do everything in power to make sure they have the best life.

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Hey y'all it's me Chelsea,
I was very excited to put this chapter out and I honestly can't wait.

I can't even wrap my head around the fact that I was 14 when I started this book and now I'm 16. It's crazy but the book is almost finished sadly 

Love you guys
-Chelsea