his love, his touch, his tesoro

19- his toesoro

Ezzy's pov:

I slept overnight at Ella's apartment mainly because I didn't want to face Antonio after last night. I know he doesn't know about the situation but it would be nice to know all the what-ifs.

What if he kicked me out?

what if he kissed me and told me it was going to be okay?

what if he smiled but deep down I knew he didn't want the baby?

I wake up to my alarm ringing and Lily still asleep next to me. I look next to me and see a note left by Ella

"Hey, I have school today. Lock up when your done, Love you girl"

I smile while heading to the kitchen to make Lily and I waffles.

I see my phone on the counter and see all the notifications I had received from Antonio. I decided to put them off and just focus on making food for now and getting Lily to school.

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I'm driving back from just dropping Lily off at school. I still haven't replied to Antonio's calls and messages but I'm sure he would be fine after all.

I make my way back to Ella's apartment and decide to take a shower.

I head to the bathroom and take off all my clothes, then get in the shower.

As I'm washing my body off, I suddenly feel the presence of someone in the same room.

I think nothing of it and continue to take a shower until someone opened the shower door scaring the hell out of me.

"ANTONIO, you can't just be scaring people like that and what are you even doing here?"

He doesn't say anything other then staring deep into me like I was his only meal on planet Earth

His eyes look tired and you could notice that he gained a few eye bags in the last 24 hours

I start to slowly back up but due to Ella not having a big shower there was no space to really back up to.

Soon, Antonio fills the gap between us letting nothing but water get in the middle of us.

He takes a chunk of my braids and creates a ponytail using his hands.

"kneel down"

I gulp realizing what's happening

Once I kneel down, his dick was directly in my face and honestly I didn't mind.

I take his dick into my palms and slowly move my hand up and down. I spit on his dick which then I continue to move my hand up and down.

"This is it "I say to myself as I open my mouth taking barely any of Antonio dick. I slowly started moving my mouth up and down while still moving my hand on the part of his dick that couldn't fit inside my mouth.

Suddenly, Antonio grabs my hair in a ponytail. He starts pushing my head down deeper and bringing it back up repeating the process going deeper.

He liked the way he had control of me, how my mouth was taking his dick in. He was amused on the tears rolling down my face. I couldn't stop gagging and stop my eyes rolling back.

"Fuckk" Antonio moans which gives me more euphoria through my body.

The pain mixed together with the pleasure was amazing.

"Don't stop." Antonio moans as he keeps pushing my head up and down.

I feel a liquid substance in my mouth realizing it was Antonio cum. I slowly lift my head up with a line of saliva coming out of mouth sticking out my tongue to show Antonio.

"Swallow it"

 swallow his cum? No way, I was actually going to do it. I look at him like he was dumb. His stare back was demanding. I close my mouth feeling the taste hit my mouth gently swallowing it sticking my tongue back out proving it.

He grabs my neck pulling me back up and kissing me hard. It felt as if the kiss was felt with anger and not as compassionate and sweet.

He breaks the kiss looking at me one more time and then proceeds to exit the shower

It was very unlike him and even though I was naked and in my friend's apartment, I didn't care but to follow him.

"ANTONIO, what is wrong with you today? You basically face fuck me and then you won't even talk to me. Pussy behavior if you ask me."

Antonio stops as soon as he heard the last sentence.

"92 and 110" he simply says

"excuse me?" being very confused on the numbers he just provided

he turns around facing me

"92 calls and 110 text messages I sent you to see if you were okay. All wasn't answered. I couldn't sleep last night because I was up all night trying to find your information on your whereabouts. The last place I would've thought you were at was Ella's apartment. I thought you were taken and not that you didn't answer my calls and messages because of your own free will. I can't be with a girl who so insecure about their relationship. I JUST WENT THRU AN HORRIBLE RELATIONSHIP AND THIS IS WHAT YOU DO TO ME. That's not fair Ezzyln. It's not" his voice went low at the last sentence.

"So what we're not thing anymore? You came here and didn't even try to talk to me and you used me. I thought we shared an moment and you used me for your pleasure just so you can leave me the next minute. And that's just not fair Antonio" using his words against me

By the time, I was finished with what I had to say he was finished getting dressed back up.

He walked close to me and looks me straight in my face with such a sinister grin

"how did I use you if that was the worst head I've ever received? "

And with that he bangs the door closed leaving

I drop on the floor and start crying.

I was in the middle of Ella's apartment naked just have gave head which apparently wasn't good. I no longer have a boyfriend and my mom found me.

Life is officially starting to suck.

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Hi guys, It's Chelsea

So, I hope you like it as much I liked writing it. 

I know this chapter is kinda sad and honestly make you boil but just see me out

Also very proud of Ezzy giving head for the first time.

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