(A/N: thanks so much to anyone who's read to here! I would like to put out a TW for suicide. But not jokes.)
(Also no idea how I wrote that last chapter without my holy water stash)~•*•*•*•~
Setting: a dive bar
Timeframe: after his beach run.
Chuuya's pov:The lights of the bar were bright. A stark contrast to the thoughts in my head. Wasn't that bandaged freak supposed to be the suicidal one?
I sneezed violently.
Was someone talking about me?
"Scuse you!"
A guy said politely from next to me.I shot him a death glare. He laughed.
Oh. I must look like a clown right now. Eye bags, wine spilled over my face and a sour expression plastered on.
"You seem lonely. What's your name?"
The man asked kindly, his fluffy brown hair bobbing slightly."Fuck you."
I muttered drunkenly. It came out a lot more pouty than I had intended."Well hello there fuck you! My names Kaz."
Kaz smiled warmly, and I looked over at him. His eyes were blueish gray. I disliked him. He was trying to copy my eye color."Tch"
I muttered.I turned away from the man and focused back on my drink.
I'd have one more.
Just-
One-
More.
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Setting: Chuuya's apartment
Timeframe: three hours later (ruh Roh...)
Chuuya's pov:I'm pretty sure my apartment changed color over night. Everything was suddenly swirling around.
Ooohhhhh! I laughed out loud, walking around my house in pursuit of my bed. I had a violent sneezing fit before slumping on my bed and passing out immediately.
.
.
.
Bing!
Or I would have if I hadn't received a text on my phone. I opened it with bleary eyes.
Fucking off brand mummy ass mother fucker suicidal mackerel bitch ass SLUT:
"Hey there 🤩 Chibi just wanted to say good bye!🤡🥸"And that was it. Ugh. Why did damned Dazai have to be texting me when I was in the middle of my drunken slumber.
I texted back:
"You hanginin urselff tor somth?"Fucking off brand mummy ass mother fucker suicidal mackerel bitch ass SLUT:
"I thought you didn't care about me TwT."I sighed.
"No yyour own oonngly useful ssometmes. Hang on."My phone lit up with his response, illuminating the dark room with its blue light.
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FanfictionSOUKOKU. I haven't touched grass in hours 0//0 But anyways- TW: - suicide (duh💀) -smut (gets better as the story goes on) -self harm -gore - angst 😱 -dry humor "You won't die as long as I'm here." The one sentence that changed a certain failing re...