Drowning|| Drug Addict Bakugo

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I woke up to my shoulder being shoved. I groaned as my head pounded and my body felt weak. "Wake up, idiot, it's like 5 in the afternoon" I hear Dabi grumble. "Fine.." I mutter as I sit up. "How are you feeling?" Dabi asked as he stood from the bed and walked to his closet. "Tired. Gimme something.." I said as I rubbed my burning eyes. "So demanding," he chuckled before grabbing a shoe box and setting it front of me. I opened it and saw several types of drugs. I saw ziplocks with white powder and grinned. "Cocaine?" I asked holding up the bag. I hear him hum before nodding and start unchanging. I divert my attention away before opening the bag. I look in the box for anything to scoop it with and find a burnt spoon. I use the end of it to scoop up the snowy substance and sniffed it in deeply. I did two more, eager to chase this high. As I was about to do a fourth, Dabi's hand gripped my wrist. "Not about to have you kill yourself on us," he growled out. I rolled my eyes and scoffed. "I won't kill myself, I'll just get really really high, that's all," I said with a smirk. "I don't care, no more," he whispered before grabbing the bag from my hands. I whined and pouted. "Such a buzzkill!" I groaned. "The high will kick in, taking more won't make it happen any faster, idiot!" He shouted as he closed the box and set it in his closet. Reminds me of Shinsou.

I miss him.

I frowned and grabbed the hem of my shirt. "What you thinking about?" He asked as he sat beside me. "Nothin.." I muttered. "Yeah, okay. Whatever, let's get food," he said as he stood up. He held out his hand and helped me up. We walked out of his room to be met by Toga smirking at us from the end of the hallway. " 'I'm close! Dabi! Ah, ah!' " She said with a high pitched tone. My eyes widened and I blushed. "Shut the hell up, vampire!" He spat out. "And to think you didn't like him," Toga teased as she walked away. I but my lip nervously as I looked up at his angry form. He let out a grumble before walking, me following him like a lost puppy.

"What do you want to eat?!" He growled out, still angry from before as he looked in the fridge. "I don't know," I said with a shrug. He groaned and glared at me. "You aren't a wimp to spice, are you?" He asked with a smirk. I returned the smirk and shook my head. "I love it," I said. It reminds me of the first time I ate dinner at Sero's.

"Mom! He's the first person to not wimp out on our food!" He said with a bright smile. I frowned and looked down at the ground. I miss him.

"Oi, quit that!" Dabi said as he smacked my head. I looked at him with confused eyes. "You keep zoning out and getting all sad and shit!" He growled. "S-sorry.." I mumbled before leaving the kitchen and sitting on the couch with my knees to my chest. I hear pots and pans clammer around as I am lost in thought.

I miss Sero and I mis Hitoshi. Is he still my boyfriend? Did I cheat on him with Dabi? The hell is wrong with me?! Fuck! I really am a villain...

I shoved my face into my knees as I scratched anxiously at my arm. The burning helped, I know it is stupid but it does. "Foods done!" He shouted before walking over with two plates in his hand. He scoffed and set it on the coffee table. "Stop fucking thinking, idiot! You wouldn't be so sad if you did!" He growled sitting next to me. I hummed and looked at the food with a frown. It was katsudon. That fucking nerd...

"Oi! What did I just say!?" He said as he smacked my head. "Can I get edibles or something? It's not kicking in fast enough.." I whispered. "Don't be stupid, having two different kinds of highs at the same time is not fun," he grumbled before shoving food into his mouth. I sighed and picked up the plate. I scooped the food into my mouth, the flavors burning my tongue. I smiled lightly at the pleasant burn and ate more.

Once I finished my plate, I set it back on the coffee table. My mind felt fuzzy and my body felt light as I stared up at the ceiling. "Fucking finally. I hated your little sappy attitude," Dabi groaned as he set his empty plate on the table next to mine. I giggled and looked at him with a smile. "Now I'm not sure if i like this any better," he rolled his eyes. "You love this~" I slurred as I crawled on top of his lap. "The fuck?!" He said as his hands wrapped around my waist. I smirked as my hands wrapped around the back of his head, my thumbs resting on his sharp jaw. "You always horny when you're high?" He asked with a smirk. "Only with you," I mumbled before planting my lips on his. Our bodies swayed and I ground my hips on his lap. He broke the kiss and gave me a glare. "Anyone could walk out right now and see how much of a slut you are," he whispered. I shrugged and ground my hips once more. I see his eyes glance down before letting out a growl. "You're a real idiot, you know that?" He said with a smirk. "I do," I smirk.

"Guys! Don't be gross out here!" Toga whined. I rolled my eyes and ignored her presence, just wanting to have another fuck of a lifetime like last night. I brought my mouth to his neck and began sucking. He shoved my head off with and growl and glared at me. "Idiot! She's right there!" He shouted. I whined and got off his lap, stumbling a bit. My pants were tight so I decided to leave to take care of my problem. As I was walking away, I heard them talking. 

"What's his deal?" I hear toga ask. "He's high. When he's not, he just mopes around," Dabi replied. "Well, it's fucking weird. He just ignored that I was there," she whined. "I'll talk to him," Dabi said quietly. I scoffed and rolled my eyes before going into the bathroom.

As soon as I was done, I left the bathroom and walked to my room, not wanting to deal with talking to Dabi. When I opened my door, I saw him laying on my bed. "Ugh, what do you want?" I groaned as I shut my door. "If you're gonna be high around here, you can't make my team uncomfortable. Plus, Shigaraki wants to talk to you," he said with a shrug. "I don't care anymore, get out," I grumbled. He scoffed and stood up, walking to in front of me. "You don't care? I'm sure you do. Remember you agreed to be here. Remember we're the only ones willing to feed your dirty little addiction. Know your fucking place, runt," he growled as he shoved my shoulder and walked out of my room. I sighed before leaving my room and going out to the living room and saw Shigaraki sitting at the bar. I sat next to him and he turned to me.

"You got your first mission today. This hero has been on the news a lot more lately and it pisses me off, I want him dead. You'll be working with Dabi and Toga, since it's your first," he said as he sipped on his whiskey. "Dead? You mean I'm killing someone?" I asked worriedly. "Is that going to be a problem?" He snapped harshly. "N-no.." I said quietly. I stood up and walked to Dabi's room.

I knocked on his door and he swung it open angrily. "What do you want?!" He barked out. "I'm sorry for what I said earlier. And also, we have a mission to do together. With Toga as well of course," I mumbled as my ears rang. He rolled his eyes and shut the door behind him as he went to the room to the left of his and knocked on the door. "I HEARD!" She squealed before coming out in her full villain gear.

"His patrol points are here to here. This alley is where you're going to be waiting. Since today is his only night shift for a while, I recommend you don't fuck this up. As soon as you see him pass, snatch him. Toga, you do you thing, and Katsuki, I want you to do the killing blow. Do whatever you please in between those, as long as he's dead," Shigaraki said with a shrug. I gulped nervously.

I'm killing a hero? I'm killing a person? Why do I have to be the one to kill him? This was too much. I nodded before standing up and walked into Dabi's room. I opened his shoe box and grabbed the white powder and smiled calmly. I grabbed the spoon and sat on the ground as I opened the bag. His bedroom door opened and I saw him staring down at me. I smiled at him before continuing. "The fuck do you think you're doing? You can't be of use if you're stumbling around high off your ass!" He shouted as he grabbed the shit out of my hands. "Just on more? I sobered up a little bit. Just one more!" I shouted as I reached it for it. "No! You can have more if you do good on the mission," he said as he closed the back and put it in his box. He grabbed the spoon from my hands and put it away before closing the box and putting it on his bed. "Now put on some better clothes, Shigaraki said he put some in your room last night," he scoffed out. I rolled my eyes and stood up before walking into my room. I saw some ripped baggy black jeans and tank top and put them on, exposing my skinny figure. I guess tank tops looked better on me when I actually had muscles. I rolled my eyes and put a t-shirt on over the tank top that hid my body. I nodded in content before exiting my room and going to the living room.

"You ready?" Shigaraki asked the three of us as we all stood. I nodded nervously as a purple portal warped around us and everything turned dark.