Old Habits | karlnap

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Sapnap awoke on the couch the next day remembering the day before he just sobbed into his hands his tears spilling onto his bare chest. He felt really bad for Karl he didn't deserve all this physical and mental pain he had.

He was just trying to compose himself as quick as possible which just made his panic worse he started to use the strategies both dream and Alex gave him telling himself that he was alright over and over again.

He began just taking deep breaths calming himself down after about five minutes of panic he quickly wiped his tears on the back of his hands drinking water that was left vacent on the coffee table.

After that he remembered that his dad had texted him saying he needs to come to work as it was meant to be a busy day and he hadn't been in three weeks since he was caring for Karl which his dad understood but now that Karl doing 'alright' he needed to go back.

Sapnap worked as basically a producers assistant that's how he met Karl when his dad had brought him along with his old manager. The 16 year old sapnap was slightly shocked at seeing how scared Karl was of his manager everytime he told him to do something he would reply with 'yes sir' and quickly dash away to go do it. It's was a  year after that they got together when sapnap was 17 and Karl was 18, but it still took sapnap an extra two years to figure out what was going on and why he was so scared.

He remembered Karl just completely breaking down completely letting go it had been the first time he'd seen him cry and it was utterly traumatizing to see him like that.

Sapnap went to tell his dad immediately and got him fired and after another year was sentenced, but he was scheduled to be released in the next coming year which Karl was terrified of.
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Sapnap walked up the stairs into Karl and his bedroom where Karl was asleep.

Sapnap quickly changed then walked over to his sleeping lover.

"Hey baby I'm going to go to work alright I'll see you in a few hours"

"Sapnap?" Karl said waking up looking cold and exhausted.

"You alright hun you look really tired" sapnap said concerned.

"I don't feel great" Karl said rubbing his stomach

"What do you mean do you need me to stay home!?" Sapnap said alarmed.

"No I should be fine I'd say I'm just tired you go it looks like they have some really famous models in today by the looks of twitter they need you there" he said reaching out to rub his arm.

"Are you sure Karl" sapnap questioned still very concerned.

"I'm sure go have fun babe" Karl said. "Alright then see you baby"
Sapnap said leaving the room going to his car.

When he got there he saw security all over the place at the entrances aswell.

He had to show his past and was basically interviewed.

Karl was right the place was full of famous models like I'm talking Kardashian famous, he walked over to his dad who was smiling talk to one of the camera people.

"Hey sweetie how are you how's Karl" he asked. "He's doing alright I think"

"That's good to here now we are starting in a few minutes can you go into the make up room to see if the models are ready" his dad asks

-- 1 hour and 35 minutes later.

The modeling had been going great everyone was looking stunning they even through sapnap into one of the photos, which he'd done before but definitely not this professionaly he'd only ever done a few with Karl like lover ones and shit you know like the holding hands in a field or just kissing somewhere which he absolutely loves doing and couldn't wait for them to be able to do more.

He surprisingly liked being on this end of the camera it was fun maybe he should start doing this.

All was going great until sapnaps phone rang seeing Karl number come up he instantly knew it wasn't going to be good,

"E-em sapnap I-i think it's happening again"

Crying yet?

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