♡ Heartstopper one shots ♡

A Sweet Secret (Ben X Harry) FLUFF AND SMUT

Finally this is a longer part-
is it just me or does Harry give off bottom energy 💀
( this is after Nick and Charlie are together- and nick is out)
TW : F•got slur 💀
At one of harry's party

Harry's POV
H "Yo- Sai! I'm going to run to the loo!"
walking to the bathroom in a drunken Haze; I get pulled aside by someone, they kiss me; I could barely even see their face, when they pull away I realize it's Ben Hope.
H "What the fuck-"
This was actually the best kiss of my life; doing his hand gently ran through my hair, the way his tongue moved against my teeth-
B "Sorry- But thought you-"
H "Shut the fuck up! Mate- that wasn't fucking ok!"
B "God- I'm sorry- I just thought-"
H "Stop talking to me!"
He walks away pissed off- God why is he pissed off, he doesn't have the right to be pissed off; he grabbed me in the middle of the hallway and made out with me; ME a straight guy, why did he think I was gay; I didn't even know he was gay. After I go to the bathroom; I walking back to sai and the other guys, my brain still thinking over what happened with ben.

A day later
S (Sai) "Harry- are you there! You seem a bit distracted"
Sai says well waving his hand in front of my dazed face.
H "Yeah- I'm fine"
the truth is my brain hasn't been able to focus since my party; the only thing on my mind is "Am I gay? Do I like ben? What is happening to me?" I mean I know I can't be gay; My parents would literally kill me.

Later that day
H "You know- I'm sorry for what I've said in the past, Charlie- can we talk- like in private?"
C "I guess- do you want to go to the music room- or talk later-"
H "It's pretty urgent- could we go there now"
You too walk together to the music room,
C "So what is this about?"
he says once you enter the room-
H "I- I think I'm Bi" I whisper
C "Why- Who- Huh- 3 weeks ago you were homophobic- calling me slurs- and now you think you're Bi"
H "Can you please keep your voice down- "
C "I'm sorry- But I don't get it- because I don't want someone to hear us- and for you to get outed; here's my Instagram"
H "Charlie I'm actually so sorry- My parents are homoph-"
C "I'm sorry harry- message me and we'll talk; ok?"
H "Thank you Charlie- Again I'm sorry-"

Later that day
Harry.GGreen 8:53 PM
"Ben I'm sorry for what happened, to be Honest I literally haven't been able to get my mind off of that kiss. I mean it's still you should pull someone in a dark hallway and start making out with them, but- I want to talk to you in person- meet me at the park tomorrow at noon"
this is the first time I'm talking to him since the party; then I message Charlie,

Harry.GGreen 8:58 PM
"hey Charlie can we talk?"

Charlie_spr1 9:03 PM
Ok soo who is it?

Harry.GGreen 9:04 PM
Ben

Charlie_spr1 9:06 PM
Ew- like I'm just saying Ew. But what happened between you two, like why do you think you're bi?

Me and and him, continue messaging for a little while- I give him pretty much the whole story; he gives me some advice.

The next day at noon at the park

H "Ben- I'm so sorry-"
B "Come on- we're going to my car-"
H "Can I ask why?"
I say, following him to his car;
B "I have a feeling you don't want everyone to know about this-"
you sit in the car for hours just talking; It Feels Like Only 5 minutes have gone by.
H "My mom texted me- I gotta go- do you want to swing by mine later tonight? "
B "Yeah-"
he grabs my chin pulling me in; his lips against mine.
B "If you want I could drive you home."
H "Yeah- just you should know- My parents I like the definition of homophobia"
B "Ah- so no making out on the coffee table?"
He says jokingly
H "Yeah- Noo-"

Later that month-
Light smut comin soon- (there will be a part with heavier smut in this story)

We're on my bed; his lips placed gently on my neck; my hips over his. His hands placed on my waist;
HM (Harry's mom) "Harry are you com- WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON HERE"
H "MUM!"
I move off of ben;
HM "Get out of my house!"
H "Mum- Please-"
HM "I wont have some f•got living in my house get out!"
H "Mum- please just listen-"
HM "No- You aren't my son anymore-"
Before I know it tears flood my eyes; ben's arms around me, trying to comfort me.
B "You can stay with me- If you want- My parents aren't homophobic- and they'll let you sleep in my room"
H "I'm so- sorry- ben- "
B "It's ok- It's going to be ok"
he slightly rocks me back and forth; in his arms.
B "We have to get some your stuff together- I'll call my mom-"
My eyes are still flooding with tears- I don't even know when the last time I cried was, god I'm a mess. Ben's words in my ear; tears on my sleeves. Ben calls his mom, telling her the situation; just without the part of my mom catching us making out. I grab a handful of stuff- Clothes, Charger, my backpack, everything I can think of; once he has done on the phone he grabbed stuff too.

10 minutes go by
B "My mom is here-"
I grab your stuff; and walk out with him. Passing my mom- waving goodbye; tears start to flood my eyes again, she sees you but doesn't wave back. You step out of the door, seeing ben's mom, she runs up and hugs you
BM (Ben's mom) "Baby- are you ok~"
H "No-"
BM "come on sweetie. Ben can you put his bags in the back?"
You get in the back with ben.

1 ½ Months later
I've gotten used to living with ben- It's actually been amazing; a lot better then my parents, I mean who wouldn't like living with their boyfriend; waking up to warm kisses on the forehead, and falling asleep with strong hands around the waist. I mean we have gotten close to doing ~more~ but each time someone walks in; but his parents are going on a trip to the Bahamas, we are staying because of school- but this will give us a chance to mess around a bit.

B (on the phone with his mom) "ok you will be back on the 30th?"
*Some inaudible female voice over the phone*
B "Yeah- will be good; bye mom"
He hangs up, and slumps down on the couch; gesturing for me to come over next to him
B "so what move should we watch"
He says grabbing the remote.
H "Uh- I heard abut this one- oh what was it? Um- Being 17! It's on prime I think-"
B "ok~"
He turns on the movie; my head falling on to his shoulder. His arms around me.
before I know it the movie is paused; my body on his lap, my lips on his. His hands wrapped around my waist. My hips slowly moving on his lap. His lips now pressed on my neck-
H "Should we go upstairs~"
He grabs me; lifting me up, caring me to the bedroom, throwing me on to the bed; falling on me, kissing my neck; biting softly. he unbuttons my shirt. my hands sliding down his back, pulling him on to me
B "Harry do you want to- I mean I think you d-"
(Consent is hot)
H "Yes- I want to do that with you Ben~"
His hands unbuckling mu jeans; then sliding off his sweats. He grabs a condom-
H "When did you get those?"
B "when I was first told that my parents were going on vacation-"
he says taking off his boxers; and putting it on. Grabbing my legs- slowly sliding it in; falling onto me, kissing my neck. his hips speeding up; his tongue against my neck. whimpers as he thrusts his hips against mine.
B "F-fuck- fuck fuck - fu- fuck"
His body falls against mine; his lips breaking their seal from my neck.
H "Ben~"
he slides out,
B "That was amazing~"
H "Well- you did most of the work."
B "you let me"
he's just laughing- me and him start cleaning up from our wild night.