♡ Heartstopper one shots ♡

Every Inch (NxC) Fluff

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TW: Cuts, SH

Charlie's is getting out of the shower, the towel around his waist and water dripplbing out of his hair onto the towel,

N "Char~"

Nick turns onto his side pulling charlie down into a hug,

C "Nick!"

Nick kisses charlie's cheek,

N "I love you"

C "Love you too"

Nick gives Char more kisses quickly pausing when his hands graze over a new line on charlie's thigh, a soft cut, a scar.

N "Char-"

His voice is different now, now it's serious.

C "what?"

Nick sits ups and pushes charlie up to,

C "What's going on?"

N "Char, I know every inch of your body and this... wasn't here before"

Nick lifts up the towel to show the scar,

C "I- I just had a moment- and I- I know I shouldn't have..."

Tears roll down Charlie's face as he trys to explain himself

N "I love you, I'm not mad, I'm just concerned... What happened, Darling"

C "I needed to... feel... something other than sadness...."

N "what day, Darling?"

C "the 14th... I... after the fight we had..."

N "take off the towel, let me see the damage"

Charlie unties the towel showing Nick at least 18 new cuts, Nick bends down kissing the small ones first small tears falling onto char's thighs,

C "don't cry-"

N "how many times do I have to remind you... I will be here to talk if you ever feel... the urge"

Nick looks up at char, soft tears damping his cheeks and making his lashes full,

C "you were mad at me!"

N "No, No, if you said, "Nick, I feel like a want to cut myself" and came over and sat on my lap then we would talk... we would cuddle and kiss, and then I would say sorry and you would forgive me for yelling... But No matter how you think I feel... no matter what I'm doing if you feel like that... tell me, I love you and it hurts me... to see you... do this"

Nick pulls the towel back onto charlie to cover him up,

C "I'm sor-"

N "No"

Nick shushes him with a kiss,

N "No sorries my dear"

Nick pulls the covers onto char his arms tightly around char's waist,

N "I love you, remember that... please~ dear"

Charlie turns into Nick's chest and hugs him softly, The tears sinking into Nick's chest, his jumper covered in tears... a mix of charlie's and his own.

C "I love you,"

Nick kisses over Charlie's damp shower hair,

N "I can't say this enough... talk to me, I am always there... I want to help you"

C "I can't do that... I can't dump on you"

N "I want you to... but if not me then Geoff?"

Charlie's sobs dies down,

C "I don't see him often anymore... I need to up my appointments... I've been meaning to for awhile"

Nick holds charlie close kissing his forehead,

N "I'll call tomorrow, "

Both of they're tears subside and Nick kisses charlie's cheek,

N "I care"

Nick hugs charlie softly,

N "and if you think I'm mad a good way to make me forget about the madness is kisses"

Charlie kisses Nick softly, not a forced kiss... but a polite peck on his lips,

N "I'm not mad"

C "I know... I'm just sad... and your lips are good helpers"

Nick cuddles char, Holding him closer,

N "Kiss me anytime"

Charlie gives Nick a small kiss before laying back onto Nick's chest,

N "Char, I will never. And I mean never treat you like a child. I will not take away the razors and the knives. I won't punish you... well not like that but you know what I mean!"

Charlie chuckles and looks up into Nick's eyes,

N "I will never be glad that you do self harm but I wont be mad, I will comfort you if you tell me you feel that urge. Char, I love you, and if you weren't here I wouldn't be me, I wouldn't have discovered my sexuality, I wouldn't have done so many things, you helped me Discover Life. I love you so much, and I need you here with me."

Nick holds Charlie tighter as he finishes his sentence,

C "I love you so much"

Nick can feel the small tears and the soft sniffles Charlie leaves as he hears Nick's verbal love letter.

N "You're my favourite person"

Charlie cries more-

C "Shut upppp-"

N "No- you're my soulmate"

C "Shhhhhhh"

N "Neverrrrr!! I love you sooooo muchhhhh you're the best pers- Mmmmff mfff!!"

Charlie puts his hand over Nick's mouth, successfully muffling him. Nick Manoeuvres Charlie to the side, pushing him off and climbing on top of him,

N "You're the best person I've ever met"

C "Stop it!"

Charlie giggles and tries to push Nick off, but when Nick looks down at Char with those soft eyes and then starts kissing Charlie's Neck, Char won't ever want Nick to stop.

Nick teases at Char's neck for a minute, then pauses

N "No sex tonight?"

C "No just kisses and cuddles please"

N "You got it darling~"

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