♡ Heartstopper one shots ♡

Tao and charlie fight

AN! Im back bitchesssss!!! Idk how long ima be back or any of that just i was bored and felt like writing heartstopper gay shit, grounded sooooo lots of free time

TW SH, Relapse.

The voices echoing through charlie's head; he sits in the bathroom stall his tears dripping onto the sweats nick gave him, well not gave him he took; the tears changing the pattern of the pants from solid to polka dots of tears, the seem through the wet fabric touching his leg, elbows on his knees his legs bobbing up and down. "He's cheating. I know he is. He is cheating. He doesn't love you. He never did. No one ever did. You are an unloveable peace of shit." he starts to whisper to himself, "don't do it. Come on. Don't." chanting it to himself in a way the voice in his head drowns out his own voice, he lifts up his pant leg, scratching the skin with his nails. his hand goes to his phone, holding it in his hand for a moment, the screen lights up- 2 messages.

Nick: "Where are u lunch is almost over"

Tao: "You know what? Fuck u. Ur a terrible friend. I dont want to talk to u ever again."

He doesn't even know what he did. If he knew what the fuck he did.

Tao

< You know what? Fuck u. Ur a terrible friend. I dont want to talk to u ever again. )

( Yk what? Ur right. Fucking suck. I'm absolutely terrible. >

Nick

< Where are u lunch is almost over )

Seen

Charlie grabs the back of his phone, taking off the phone case the blade in the back falling onto the ground he bends down grabbing it, lifting his pant leg even more slicing the flesh. His skins old scars almost gone; his phone buzzes,

Nick

< where are u lunch is almost over )

Seen 5m ago

< idc if im late im finding u right now )

Charlie looks for a second; reading it yet not releasing what it means. and continues on his thigh, the blade going over the old, retinting his thighs with the lines he is used to seeing on himself.

Nick's Pov

"Please. Please dont tell me what i think is happening is. Fuck- year 12 bathroom." He walks into the bathroom looking for shoes under the stalls, the ones he decorated for charlie. He knocks on the stall;

N "char?"

Charlie's Pov:

"Fuck" he grabs his phone case trying to put it in the phone case yet he drops it and nick definitely saw that,

N "Char."

C "Y-yeah?"

N "Open the door."

Charlie reluctantly opens the stall door, nick bens down grand the blade and puts it in his pocket; He kneels the get to charlie's eye level, lifting his hand wiping the tears off his eyes,

N "char."

Nick bends down and kisses charlie's forehead and grabs charlie's phone,

N "no more phone until tao stops being a little bitch."

C "so never?"

N "once i'm deal with him you can have it back, ok hun?"

C "I'm sorry..."

N "No S word hunny."

Nick kisses charlie's forehead, grabbing char's chin and making him look up at nick;

N "You're ok Char. I love you."

C "Love y-you too... Kiss?"

Nick grabs Charlie's chin and kisses his soft lips, running his tongue against charlie's lips running his hands in his dark curls, a soft whimper leaves charlie's lips with a sniffle one of those cry breathes.

N "Babe."

C "Yeah, Nicky?"

N "You should have come to the art room, I was waiting"

C "I'm sorry..."

N "No S word babe."

AN: idk y tf i wrote this, but im grounded rn and bored