SHE!

96

*Max POV*

It's seven in the evening and Zayn still hasn't returned from his walk "He's not answering" I looked at Waylen and sighed "Wait! We have the tracker so we can see where he is," Tar said sitting up and immediately went on her phone.

They did this app to see where we were and if something happened with fans "He's at a bar" Tar said making me come out of my thoughts, "Let's go," Waylen grabbed the rental car keys and we all followed him.

Zayn, why are you doing this? You have a wife and a child "Shit if Yasmin finds out she ends it and I think he told her regarding staying here," I said and Waylen looked at me from the mirror "We have to talk to him" I nodded and Tar pointed at the bar "There babe" He parked the car and we walked out and ran inside so we don't catch someone looks.

"Zayn!" He looked at us and burst out laughing his eyes bright red "What the fuck mate!" Tar paid the barman and I helped Waylen hold Zayn "Let's go" We walked out and suddenly paparazzi came out from everywhere, shit.

"MOVE!" Tar started to yell "ZAYN IT'S SEVEN IN THE EVENING AND YOU ARE DRUNK" I looked at Waylen and Tar opened the car door, "WHAT ABOUT YASMIN AND YOUR CHILD" We put him inside me Following him Waylen went in the driver's seat and drove off.

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"ZAYN WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?" Tar yelled as soon as we walked into the house he groaned sitting down on the sofa "DO YOU FUCKING NOT GET IT? THAT YOU ARE LOOSING YOUR WIFE AND CHILD? YOU SAID YOU ARE GONNA CHANGE AND DO BETTER BUT GUESS WHAT? YOU FUCKING DOING WORST" I never saw Tar this angry which made me and Waylen sat down and didn't say anything.

"You have a bundle of joy waiting for you at home and a wife that does anything to see you happy. You had your problems FUCK EVERYONE HAS PROBLEMS ZAYN, you stopped drugs and drinking and now a single word and you went drinking instead talking to us" Zayn didn't say anything he just stares at the blank TV with no emotions.

"I'M FUCKING TALKING TO YOU BRO" He looked at her and sat up making Tar raise her eyebrow.

"I'm trying I am trying and I wish to take all this pain inside of me and let it out. I did wrong by using it again and lying to all of you and trust me I haven't touched it in weeks, My depression and anxiety have been hunting me since he had our girl that I am a bad dad and deep down I know I'm not that's why I spend every second with her and do anything to see her smiling. I don't smoke when I have her all day while Yasmin goes out to do errands and when she sleeps I make sure that she is next to me holding her hand" By now he is sobbing and I felt tears coming down as all of us were in shock.

"No matter what I do it's always hunting me that I am a bad father so instead of talking, I drink. My selfish self doesn't trust my wife" We looked at him confused "What do you mean? Zayn" Tar asked him and he looked at her.

"I don't trust her cause she has been going out twice a week for a whole day without telling me where and when I ask she says work" Tar looked at us and we looked at Zayn, "I followed her when I told you to look after Aaleyha for me and saw her with this man laughing and having lunch and I also followed them to this building and came out hours later but they weren't touching each other or anything so I waited for her at home and when she arrived I asked her and she denied it" Suddenly my mind came to the words Yasmin told us regarding she is meeting with someone so she arranges Zayn studio and make his awards all in a room.

"She said about some home decorations which my stupid mind didn't believe her and even after she showed me the proof, I lost it and broke a few things in the living room. I don't know why she trusts me with our girl! I'm a monster" He sat down crying his eyes out, We sat down next to him and Tar grabbed his hand.

"She was gonna arrange your studio to make a room for all the awards and she still trusts you with Aaleyha cause she knows you are not a monster and if you spoke to her and talked to her about this you both be a step forward but today you fucked up" He didn't look up "Did you told her?" I asked him and he nodded, "She said that it's not staying in LA that bothers her but she is scared that I miss important stuff in our girl life" She has a point on that.

"Yasmin is calling on your phone," Way said grabbing his phone, Zayn took it from him drunk or not and crying he answered her Facetime.

"ZAYN LOOK SHE'S CRAWLING" An excited voice came out from his phone and the camera facing Aaleyha We saw her crawling which made Zayn cry even more, "My baby is crawling" I think she doesn't know that he spent all day drinking and I think paparazzi didn't publish them, hopefully they don't.

She turned the camera to her face and didn't notice how messed up Zayn was, "We came from an appointment due to arrange your studio and I sat her down on the carpet Suddenly Rihno started to bark and I turned seeing her crawling" We all smiled and she sat down "Hi everyone sorry was to excited" We waved at her and suddenly her face changed "Zayn? What's wrong?" He sat up making us confused, "I was in a bar drinking" Suddenly the room went quiet.

"I can't do this anymore Zayn, I'm trying so hard but I can't. I'm sorry" He looked at the phone tears coming down, "I love you a lot but for now it's best to focus on our girl and we take a break" We heard her voice cracking "We talk when you come to NY" We heard Rihno barking and Aaleyha crying.

"What happened?" Zayn asked sniffing "The movie finished" He nodded sitting down, "I love you both so much, please don't leave me" He whispered "I have to go I call you tomorrow to see Aaleyha when you are sober, bye guys," We said bye and she hung up.

As soon as she hung up Zayn sat up and went into his room leaving us three looking at each other in shock.