SHE!

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Four weeks after Aaleyha's party a lot happened for starters I and Zayn broke up, but we are still technically married but it's best for now.  

My birthday is in three days which is on the 3rd of September and the girls decided that after dinner we go for drinks just us girls, his family are flying in and still haven't told him about the drink but will do it when I drop off Aaleyha later on today to see if he can watch her.

Aaleyha started to walk and talk more, Valentina and Jack settled everything about the wedding which is in April in Italy, I started to work again, but also received an email that made me think a lot.

You probably wondering, who? Well, they want me for two weeks in Amsterdam for Tommy Hilfiger they chose me to make a collection with them. I didn't tell anyone yet still have time to accept and besides it's at the end of October.

"Mama, Ihno bah" I looked down at her chuckling "Rihno is having some food" I sat up and picked her up checking the time, "Let's get you ready cause you need to go with Baba" She started to smile and clapping her hands.

"Baba, Baba" I kissed her cheek and walked upstairs and into her room "Ihno?" I put her down on the bed and set the clothes out, "Yes, he is coming with you" So you see, Zayn is renting a house so he gives Max his privacy. I miss him and love him so much, he is doing better but does not have the time for us.

It's hard dropping her off for the weekend, Yes he sees her more than just a weekend cause he comes over during the week and I drop her off and even we go out us three and with the others. It's still the same just us over and not living together.

"Pink or Purple?" Showed her the dress "Ink Mama" I put the purple back into the wardrobe and sat down next to her. It's currently nine in the morning she has been up since seven showered, packed her bag and put them in the car already, so now just dress her and do her hair, "Arms up" She did what I told her and changed her pj's into the dress after changing her diaper.

"C'mon teeth time" I gave her the toothbrush and she started to clean the few teeth she had, "One Mama" I grabbed her toothbrush picked her up and walked downstairs, "Rihno?" He came by the door barking. I grabbed my phone and keys opened the door, closing it after I walked to the car and put her into the car seat. I put Rihno in his bag closed the door and went to my side starting the car.

"Mama, songs Baba" I put Zayn's songs on and drove off "Mama needs to call Baba, baby" I looked at her from the mirror but she was too busy talking god knows what to Rihno.

"Hello?" A sleepy voice answered, "BABA" Aaleyha screamed making Rihno bark "Hey my princess, you arrived?" She looked at me confused and I shook my head 'no'.

"No Baba" He chuckled and you could hear him yawning "Good morning love where are you at the moment?" I looked at both sides and went out of the stop sign, "We're ten minutes away, though you be up by now" He didn't talk at first but you could hear that he was brushing his teeth, "I stayed up late doing paintings" When he has time off he paints.

He took a bit of time off from music until he was 100% good with everything. "You know that when she stays over I be up from six sometimes seven" I pulled into the driveway "BABA, BABA" She noticed the house, "We're here" I hung up and went out.

I picked her up just in time for him to open the door making Rihno jump down from the car and run to him, "There's my boy, he is gonna stay with me?" I looked at him and passed him Aaleyha "Yeah" He nodded and kissed Aaleyha "Come inside?" Nodding closing the door and locking it after grabbing the bags I followed him inside.

"Tea?" He put down Aaleyha in her playing area and Rihno started to play with his toys "Yeah sure and here you have her bag" He grabbed it put it on the sofa and I sat down on the island stool.

"Mama! Esa" I looked at her smiling "He brought you, Elsa! Say thanks to Baba" She smiled "Ayyou Baba" He walked to her kissed her head and came back to do the tea.

"Your birthday is in three days which means it's on Monday" I nodded as he passed me the mug "How do you have my favourite mug?" He sat down next to me laughing "Brought you one, so, the dinner is on Monday? And my family gonna come on Sunday they are staying here and the girls due to their boyfriends have work want to stay with you" I nodded agreeing taking a sip of the tea.

"Can I let her sleep here Sunday?" I put down the mug "Sure and can I pick her up Tuesday?" He looked at me confused, "The girl wants to go to a bar after dinner, is it okay for you to watch her?" He looked at the mug taking a sip from his "Sure and I was gonna ask you if want to go for dinner Tuesday night me, you and Aaleyha, I know we're not together but" I cut him off "Yeah sure you three are my most important people in my life" He smiled and sat up.

"Can I give you present number one?" I was shocked and confused "I brought you lots of presents from me and also Aaleyha but this one was special and I can't wait" I shrugged and he ran upstairs, I checked Aaleyha and Rihno and finished my tea.

"I'm back" He sat down and gave me a box "Open it" I took it from his hand and started to open it, "Zayn" It was a Tiffany & Co Box.

"Don't say anything and open it" I opened it and saw a necklace with two hearts "Oh my god" I was left speachless, "Read the first one and open the small locket" I grabbed the first heart and saw dates, looking closely it had; Our wedding date, Aaleyha's birthday and the date when we brought Rihno.

I felt tears coming down and his hand on my leg I grabbed the other one and opened it and saw a picture of the three of us.

"I know we are not together but I still love you and miss you each and every day, I wrote down the wedding date cause that's the day that God showed me why I had to wakeup everyday and showed me that no matter what we are there for each other. Yes, the day I asked you to be mine was amazing but on our wedding day after everything we've been through I realized that we can go through everything. I know you are mad at me and we have to buil eachother again due I fucked up" By now I was crying so hard looking at him, he grabbed my hands and kissed them, "But I will win you back and we stop with this bullshit of dropping her off back and ford, I will have you under my arms again and kiss you but for now I deserve this cause I've put you through hell but until than we work on our girl" I was left speachless.

I hugged him, tight "MAMA YING" I pulled back sniffing "It's happy tears baby" She started to cry and Zayn went to pick her which made Rihno run to us.

"It's fine baby don't cry, Mama is happy not sad" I sat up and kissed her cheek "appy?"  She sniffed and I nodded suddenly she started to clap her hands, "I love it Zayn" I kissed his cheek and Aaleyha burst out laughing "Unc Max ew" I burst out laughing and Zayn started to tickle her.

Max jokes with her when Zayn kiss my cheek or I kiss his cheek that it's 'ew' so now she does it and know's that it's a joke cause she laughs.

"BABA NO" He stopped and sat her down on the floor, "Go play and don't worry everything is baby proof. Here I put it on for you" I gave him the box and turned around putting my hair up "There you go" I looked down "It's beautiful" Looking at him, "Like you" I blushed and grabbed the box from his hand.

"I have to go cause have a meeting in an hour and ait's online" He nodded and gave him a hug "I call you later, Jack is coming over with Mason?" He nodded "Yeah cause Val is working till late he said that you and Tar are going to the studio" I nodded grabbing my phone, "We are, Aaleyha come give mama a kiss" I walked to her and she hugged me and kissed my cheek.

"Be good for Baba and even you Rihno" He barked and looked at Zayn, "Something happens call" He salute which made me laugh, "Text me when you're home" I nodded and left.

I looked into the mirror before driving off and saw the necklace, "Come back home soon Zayn" And with that I drove off.