Upgrade You

Chapter 8: Too Much Was Said

Upgrade You

Selena's P.O.V.

When I reached my locker, I felt as If someone was staring at me and when I looked behind me, I found out that I was right.

Justin was at his locker looking at me. He looked like he wanted to walk right over to me but before he could move, Trinity and Ashley ran over to me and grinning. "Omg Selena, guess what!" Trinity said.

"What?" I said annoyed that they blocked my view of him.

Trinity turned to Ashley and hit her arm multiple times. "Tell her, tell her, tell her Ash!"

"Okay," she walked closer to me. "Last night... Me and Peyton almost did it." She whispered.

I raised an eyebrow, "Did what?"

Ashley hit my arm this time, "C'mon Selena, stop messing. You know what I mean."

"No, I don't." I laughed.

"Peyton and I almost... y'know... had sex." She said shyly. By the way she was acting, you'd think she was a virgin.

"Already? How far did you guys go." I said rather loudly, looking in between the both of them for Justin but he'd already left.

"Shhh!" Trinity hit my arm.

I winced and rubbed the burning spot. "What is up with you guys and hitting?"

"Anyway," Ashley rolled her eyes. "So, last night, Peyton and I were just in my room talking and then we admitted our feelings for each other then, we started kissing and then my panties came off..." I mentally rolled my eyes at that.

Their were reasons why she was known as Easy-Ashley around school. But, that was none of my business. "...Then, he fingered me and I... jacked him and that was it." She smiled brightly. "I think he really loves me."

"It's only been like one or two months, Ash. Are you sure?"

She looked offended by my question. "Of course I'm sure, why wouldn't I be?"

I sighed. "I'm not trying to sound judgemental or anything but, this is way too fast, Ash."

Trinity scoffed. "You had sex with Trent after only three weeks of you two dating." She said very loudly and the crowd of people who were right by us heard it. I stood there and froze, glaring at Trinity who was looking at me with wide eyes. "Oh my gosh, Sel I'm--"

"Whatever, I got to get to class, anyway" I walked off, shoving Ashley when she tried to stop me.

How dare Trinity just throw that out in the open like that? Like it wasn't MY business that no one else knew about. Yes, after a few weeks of dating Trent I let him take advantage of me but, I was fifteen! If I had known then what I knew about guys now, I wouldn't have even let him kiss me.

The sex wasn't even any good. In fact, it was terrible. My whole lower half was in pain for a straight week and I couldn't even look my dad or brother in the eyes afterward.

Then, Jake found out two weeks after I had lost my innocence and slapped me in the face. I was livid at him then but now, I understood. I was dumb and foolish.

My older brother looked at me with pure disgust in his eyes for two days straight until I'd had enough and apologized and cried on him. I didn't mean to cry but the whole situation was too much. And, for Trinity to shout it out like I was some worthless slut was completely uncalled for.

When I got to the entrance of my homeroom, almost all of the kids were talking and laughing at me. I was about to turn around when I had a sudden jolt of authority and confidence. They weren't about to make me look weak. "Hey!" I snapped my finger and they all turned to me with smirks on their faces. "Is something funny? Comical? Humorous? Hilarious?" I asked.