Upgrade You

(Unedited) Chapter 23: Changes

When you're just now realizing you never published the chapter....

OMFG that was like what... a two or three month hiatus? crucial asf.

Upgrade You

Justin's P.O.V.

I sat on my bed, in my room looking down at my phone. It was opened to the iMessage app. I looked over Selena and I's old text messages. It was nothing serious, chill conversations and random jokes. It still meant alot to me.

"Your soap smells so nice, bro." Jacob walked back in my room, he had excused himself earlier to use my bathroom.

"Thanks... I guess."

"What's the fragrance? Like strawberry scent or something?" He smiled curiously.

"Um, soap. The scent is soap." Did this motherfucker really think I payed attention to the liquid soap to wash my hands?

"You're shit." He rolled his eyes and sat at my desk chair. "Selena break your ass yet for liking Brittany yet?"

I sighed and reached over to the side of my bed to put my phone back on the charger before getting up from my bed and pacing slowly around my room.

"No, not yet. In fact, I don't think she will. She seemed pretty calm about everything."

Jacob raised his eyebrows surprisingly and ran a rand through his curly afro. "Really? That's not like her."

"I know right? Actually, I don't. I don't really know how Selena gets when she's mad."

"I've heard nothing but bad things." He shook his head.

"This might sound a little fucked up, but-"

"Coming from you, I would expect that." He cut me off and smirked.

"But," I said sternly and continued. "I was kind of hoping she'd show a little.more reaction. I mean, what I said about Brittany was completely a.nervous reaction. I didn't mean it, but I just wanted to know what she'd say kind of..."

"I don't mean to sound like a dick, but-"

"Coming from you, that's a shocker." I mocked his actions from earlier before.

"Kiss my ass, anyway, you gotta start thinking more realistically.

I furrowed my eyebrows together. "What do you mean?" (A/N: Lol)

"She's Selena Gomez. Selena-Fucking-Gomez. Not of her little cronies Ashley and Trinity."

"Oh that's their names?"

"Justin, you're missing the point!" He got frustrated.

"You never stated your point."

"Well, if you'd shut the fuck up, you'd hear it."

The little bitch inside me prevented me from saying anything back. "As I was saying, she's THE MOST popular girl at Darwin Road, do you really think that kiss meant anything to her? She's kissed plenty of guys before, you guys kiss meant nothing. Sure, you're an alright looking kid and all, but you're Justin Bieber, a nobody. You're not shit to her but a project. The moment Trent comes begging her for forgiveness she'd come running back to him, you know that. So, stop acting like shit is complicated."

"But, you just told me today-"

"Fuck what I told you, I was high as fuck. You might as well just get Selena to help you out with getting Brittany Fields and move on."

"B-B-But, when we kissed--"

"Justin, listen to me, theirs no future between you and Selena, got it?"