Y/n's pov:
School was very exhausting,i am glad to be finally at Home, even though our new apartment doesn't quite feel like home yet.
The most i felt home today was when i was with Eddie, it's weird that i can't stop thinking about him, i shouldn't think about him, i don't even know him well enough.
I decided on writing my old Friends from my old town. I wanted to write Sarah first, i want to check up and ask her how her first school day went. When i checked up on the contact on my phone, i found out that she blocked me, this can't be true or can it?
Maybe it's a mistake? Or maybe she has new number?
Whatever i just write Gracie:
<< Heyy, just wanted to check up how was you first school day? How is everyone? Is Ms. Bernard still wearing these ridiculous dresses Lol? I wish you a great rest of the day, lots of love, byee 😊!!! >>
I didn't wanted to ask about Sarah, not yet, that would seem as if i only wanted to write her because of Sarah which isn't true, maybe if she responds i can ask her.
The Homework i have for Biologie is what i settel on doing, to not focus on it any longer. While i do Biologie, i can't get Eddie out of my Head, i should have exchanged numbers with him. I could ask Gareth but i don't know how to explain to him how i meet Eddie. This sucks, i don't wanna be like: 'oh yes i cried, then he was there and he was nice'.
A hour went by, no new messages.
My Mom called my name, so i get up and leave my room.
When i was standing in the door of the living room i asked "Whats up?"
"Would you be so nice and go pick up some groceries, from the Supermarket, across the street? And after that could you please clean the kitchen?" She asked, i know that this wasn't a question, it was my duty, if i would say 'no', my Mother would go on about how hard she had to work, how she does so much for me, i've done this mistake once and i will never say 'no' again. I know that this is true, she has to work hard, so another reason why i always agree. I am a only child of a divorced, single, Mother... i have to take responsibility.
After i finished my Chores and ate dinner, i take a shower. It's comfortable taking a shower on a warm day, Washing all the sweat away, i adore feeling fresh and relaxed. i adore, feeling fresh and relaxed. My once stiff muscles no longer feel stiff. I could breathe freely, as if i i'm breathing for the first time in my life. I'm showering my sorrow and dread from my day away, i make myself clean.
When i was finally in my bed, i think about my day. My mind starts to wander. I think about those guys and Silver, i can't stop it, it repeats itself. The worst was that i couldn't ignore them nor could i really stand up for myself, i have to work on that.
And then i think about Sarah, i mean we were friends or maybe we were just school friends? The last few months of our friendships felt a bit weird, but i did not think that this would actually happen, i guess i knew deep in me that this would end, i don't what i did if only i knew i could fix it.
There it was, the pillow i sobbed in quietly for 10 Minutes, till i reminded myself, that this is embarrassing, that i shouldn't cry, i have to sleep now.
I am aware that it's not bad to cry, sometimes that's the only way to get bad emotions out of your System. Then again i'm 16 and should have my Emotions in check by now, this makes me feel like a Baby, a crybaby if you will.
Eddies pov:
Y/n was nice, I would like to get to know her, not sure if would like to get to know her as a friend or as a romantic Partner, i mean she confuses me somehow.
There where a lot of people that i was involved with, sometimes i didn't even know there names, just there faces, no exchange of numbers. There was no love it felt all so heartless, so temporary and lonely, always longing for more but never getting it. I want something that will last, something good and not something that is cruel or a mistake, i want something real.
I don't know her well enough, i guess i have a small crush. Which is kind of like admiring a person from the far.
Painting a picture, but not living it out.
I am allowed to Admire her, think about her niceniss, her smile, her gorgeous face, the way her lips have this perfect shape that makes her smile look so charming, the way, her eyes are so soft, it melts your heart, the way we exchanged looks, the way she makes my heart beat faster and my face warmer, okay, no i have to stop RIGHT NOW.
I have to come to my senses. She's the cousin of my best friend, i am not sure if that's alright, it's definitely weird.
Guitar, i have to play guitar, yes exactly, i mean i play everyday but i have to do something right now.
I love playing Guitar, i get to focus on only that, it's fun.
The reason why i started to play was my uncle, he used to have a acoustic guitar in the living room, i've been hypnotised ever since I've seen it. Wayne asked me if i wanted to try out, i was 4 years old, it was terrible.
When i lived with him he enrolled me in to a guitar class and then i ended up being incredible in it, practice will make you better, that's something i 100% stand behind.
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Song: Taylor swift- London boy [They say home is where the heart is]
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