Y/ns pov
' Yes' was the answer i gave him after he asked me to go record Shopping together. The day has came, it's Monday after school. The reasonable answer probably should have been 'no', it Show that i am still mad but that would have been childish. The mature answer (i thought) was to say 'yes', so i that's what i said.
So now i stand waiting for him in the busy School parking lot. It's well known that Eddie is always late, but he could have been at least for once in his life be on time, atleast for me. Maybe that's a sign that i should go.
"Sorry, i'm late sweetheart" i hear Eddie approaching me, i guess that means that i can't runaway now. I have to remark, i like the nickname he gave me. That name give me this funny feeling in my stomach, oh yeah those are butterflies. He takes out a cigarette box.
"Do you mind?" I don't smoke, but i didn't care that he smoked why should i? So i told him "no i don't."
"Do you want one?" it wasn't the first time someone asked me such thing, there were some people who came up to me to ask if i either have a 'cig' for them or a lighter.
"Ah sorry, i'm not a smoker" i say while he lights the cigarette, i think he asks so he wouldn't smoke in solitude. I didn't mind standing next to him while he smoked.
"You well behaved then" he spoke, in an honest tone."Are you trying to tell me that you are not well behaved, because you smoke?" i raised my eyebrow but still had a smirk on my lips.
"No, i'm actually trying to say that it's a bad habit" he rubs his head, with his free hand. I never noticed how someone can look so attractive while Smoking, but he certainly does, it reminds me of a Famous Rock Star. My eyes are glued on him, it's almost embarrassing.
He smiles at me "what are you doing?"
Oh god it's that visible, that i'm looking.
"Nothing, uhm we are both, are just wearing bandanas" i remark, that's not what i was observing but that didn't matter, why should i tell him that i admire him Smoking? It was true though, we both wore black bandans.
"True, but you look better with it"
"What? No i don't have you- " i stopped myself, 'have you looked at yourself?' was the second part i wanted to say,but i didn't say anything, it be to weird but somehow my silence was as equally weird
"Have i what? Eyes? Lost my mind?" "That wasn't a fill in the blank question." "I know" he playfully says.
Eddie looks at me with sorry eyes "I'm sorry i ignored you." He says it almost out of the blue, because even if i waited for him to say this the last few weeks it was unexpected.
"It's okay, i'm used to it, sometimes i think nobody actually cares that i exsit." I chuckel. He looks concernd and i admidatly am embarissed. I should'nt have said that. People hate people who hate themselfs, but they love to hate on others. I don't want him to hate me.
"What do you mean by that? Is it because of your Dad?"
"Him among other things, like the peopel i was freinds with before i moved here, the whole world sometime even... sometimes i feel invisebil you know? It's not like i want attention, because attention is as equally shitty, like in School, everyone is watching and as a person that's not enjoyebil." Covering the sadness in me, while talking with laughing, the same laughing i trained over the years to make people less concerned.
"I know what you mean, i feel that way too" the look on his face was so sad, it broke my heart a bit that he feels the same way.
"But hey, we will show those people, this whole fucking town is going to envy us, after we graduated because we are the ones, the Real ones, they couldn't infect us or near us, we will be the ones who made it." Hope, yes that's the word i would describe Eddies enthusiasm. Hopfull, that's what i felt too now.
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