Dark Touch

Unexpected Help

I was currently in the kitchen eating away my anxiety as Hannah joined in talking about her daily struggles. "I mean, Trevor is cute and all, but like he's a number's guy. They are way too uptight. I mean being an accountant is not a very sexy occupation," she said, as I laughed at the many guys she was telling me about.

"So he really went down on you? And you didn't give him a blowjob back?" She asked, now directing the conversation to me.

I sighed, shaking my head. "I don't even know what I would do. I mean I already come across as inexperienced enough and if I can't give him a decent blowjob I'll be so embarrassed. What if I accidently bite it!" I harped, not knowing if I should embarrass myself on friday.

"Do you want me to teach you?" She said, making me knit my eyebrows in confusion. She turned and grabbed a banana as I rolled my eyes at her suggestion.

"Just trust me!" She laughed, peeling off the skin. She then brushed my hair back, her eyes locking mine. She leaned in, placing another kiss on my lips, taking me by surprise. She moved her lips slowly as I pulled away, stepping back.

"Hannah.. I..." I began, not knowing what exactly she was doing.

"Oh don't be such a prude, Angel. I'm just getting you all warmed up and in the mood. You don't like my kisses?" She said in a baby voice, making me blush at her.

"No it's not that.. I just... I've never kissed a girl before. And you're my best friend," I told her not wanting to make things weird.

"Experiences like this only draw us closer. We are two beautiful girls who are helping each other out. Look at it like that," she said. She moved in kissing me lightly again, making me feel a bit funny.

She pulled away putting the banana up to my lip. "Now lightly put your lips around it," she said as I leaned my head down putting the banana in my mouth. "Good, now suck very softly," she continued instructing me as I worked my mouth on the banana. She brushed my hair back, holding it in her hands, as I continued, following her instruction. "Keep licking it while you're sucking on it too," Hannah continued her hand moving from my hand to my body. Suddenly the door swung open and my eyes widened as I looked up to see Ben standing there. I stopped immediately stepping away.

"Well, that was some sexy ass shit," he said, coming into the kitchen as my face turned red from embarrassment.

"Oh stop it, Ben. I'm just showing Angel here how to give a blowjob," she blurted out. Oh, this was humiliating. I smacked Hannah's arm as she turned to me, shrugging her shoulders. "There's nothing to be ashamed of," she said, turning to me. "Sexuality is a gift," she spoke as Ben wrapped his arm around her, his eyes on me. He then looked at the banana in her hand, bending down and biting a piece of. The action made me shiver just a bit as I hadn't been this close to him since college. I noticed the piercings in his ear, and the tattoos creeping all the way to the top of his neck.

"Mhmmm. Taste great," he said, looking back at me, as Hannah chuckled, rolling her eyes.

"I should go," I said, running out of the kitchen and into my room slamming the door. With Lucas I felt so grown up and mature. When Ben was around I always felt like a schoolgirl and that still hadn't changed. He was more cheeky than he was charming and he was far from a neat and clean guy. But it was something about him that screamed sexy. Maybe it was the 'definitely don't want my daughter dating him' vibe he gave on.

"Angel!" Hannah called, hearing her footsteps coming from behind me, but I just sat on my bed covering my face with the pillow. Why was I such an embarrassing human being? So far Lucas has led the way, but as soon as the ball is put in my court, I will have no idea how to handle that.