I could definitely see that Nick was enjoying every second of it, although I didn't know anything of what I was doing. I always thought about this day and how it would happen but I couldn't have predicted anything of what actually happened.
When I was done giving all I had to Nick, I got back up and kissed him intensely.
C - Was that okay?
N - Omg Char, that was more than okay. That was... amazing.
C - Really?
N - Yes.
He kissed me and switched places so that he was on top of me.
N - Your turn?
C - Please...
Without even noticing himself, he was moving his hips against mine.
N - Mind if I take these off?
He looked at my boxers.
C - Go ahead.
I could feel my heart beating inside my chest, so fast that I thought I was going to explode. I didn't know if it was the stress or the excitement or maybe a mix of both, but it was definitely something I've never quite felt before.
His hands were moving slowly down my waist, then to my hips, and eventually to my...
C - Omg.
N - What? Are you okay? Is... is this okay?
He looked at me worried.
C - Yes, this is perfectly fine. Sorry I didn't even mean to say anything, it just slipped out.
I let out a slight laugh as he continued. I was trying not to make too much noise so that I wouldn't make it awkward, but I did anyways.
C - Sorry.
N - No, it's okay. It's normal. And I kinda like it.
He looked at me grinning. Everything just felt so good. I literally felt as if I was in paradise. This feeling was just magical.
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Once we were done, we got dressed and cuddled in his bed a little more.
N - So, um, that was... great.
C - Agreed.
We both laughed, looking deeply in each other's eyes.
N - But, like, does it count? Can we even call it sex?
C - I mean... would you say it was sex?
N - I think so, ya.
C - Me too.
We both felt some sort of relief. I felt like talking about it after would probably make things better for next time.
N - I'm gonna be honest, I have been waiting for this moment for a while now.
C - Honestly, same. I don't know what took us so long.
N - I don't know.
We both laughed and stayed as close as we could to each other.
C - I really liked it. And thank you for going slow and checking in on me a couple of times.
N - Of course. I didn't want you to feel uncomfortable.
C - I've never felt more comfortable.
N - Me neither.
He held me tightly in his arms and at that moment I knew that it was him.
