🍂- Heartstopper - Nick and Charlie -🍂

8.2 - Experiences

TW - sexual content

*Nick's POV*

The night after the discussion that Charlie and I had about, well, sex, we were watching a movie in my living room. I could feel that something was different and I think he could feel it too. I felt like our relationship grew even stronger after the chat we had. The thing is, I was scared to make the first move on anything since, the night before, Charlie panicked when I grabbed his waist. We did talk about it though and I feel like he's okay with it now but I was still hesitant. 

I don't know why Charlie and I were like overly excited tonight. I don't know if it was the fact that we didn't even watch the movie but just kissed the whole time instead or the fact that we were home alone. 

When the movie ended, Charlie stood up, took my hand and rushed me upstairs to my room. Once we were upstairs, he threw himself on the bed and pulled me in too.  

C - I missed you so much!

N - Char, we've literally been seeing each other everyday for weeks now.

C - I know but I still miss you. 

He cupped my face with his hands and kissed me deeply. I then gently put my hands around his waist in response.

N - Is this okay?

C - Yes. 

We kissed for minutes before breaking away. 

C - Nick?

N - What?

C - I think... I think I'm ready.

N - Are you sure? And, wait, do you mean like right now?

C - Yes, I'm sure. But if you don't want to right now it's okay. Sorry, I shouldn't have said that. We can just go to bed if you want. I'm sorry-

N - Love, I do want to.

C - You do?

N - Ya.

He kissed me again, this time softer. 

N - Listen, we could, you know, get into it and if ever one of us doesn't feel comfortable we let each other know. How does that sound?

C - Sounds great. Wait, we should have a safe word, like a word to say when we want to stop.

N - It has to be bubblegum. Bubblegum is a funny word.

C - Bubblegum it is, although you know my opinion on that.

N - Oh, stop it.

We laughed then pulled each other in for more kissing. In a matter of minutes, we were all over each other, just rolling in bed and making out. When I started feeling a bit more touchy, I stopped the kissing and made sure it was okay.

N - Do you want to continue?

C - I do.

He then put his arms around me and played with the back of my shirt.

N - Should I take it off?

C - I mean, if you want to.

I took off my shirt and threw it on the floor. 

N - Do you want to take yours off?

C - Sure.

I helped him get his shirt over his head and kissed him more. The feeling of our skin together was like no other. His hands were exploring every inch of my body and I was enjoying every moment of it. 

C - Can I?...

He looked at the button of my trousers. 

N - Sure.

He put them down and took his down as well.

N - I have no clue of what I'm doing.

C - Honestly, same.

We laughed a little, embarrassed by the awkwardness.

N - I'm sorry if this is weird.

C - No, it's okay. I mean, we're still young and we both don't have any experience so... It's normal.

N - You're right.

I smiled and kissed him again. 

C - Everything is gonna be okay.

Our tongues intertwined, I could feel his body move against mine. He was playing roughly through my hair, which I didn't hate. He went down and kissed my neck. I immediately felt sparks through my whole body. I shivered.

N - That feels great.

C - Good.

He smiled at me before kissing my neck a little more. I had definitely never felt something like this in my entire life. 

C - Do you want me to continue?

N - Yes, please. - I said laughing.

He then went down and kissed my shoulders and my chest. He kept going down until I could feel a wave of what felt like electricity go down my spine. 

N - Char...

He looked up at me.

C - Do you want me to stop?

N - No, no, absolutely not. I'm just a little stressed I think. 

C - That's okay. Don't forget, bubblegum.

He got lower and took off my boxers. 

In that moment I knew that what I was about to feel was going to be unlike anything else. I was still terrified and wasn't sure what to do but I felt safe, safe with him. 

And that's when I felt it.

N - Fuck.