Secret Novelty [ON-HOLD]

Chapter 17 (Unedited)

Warning🔞: This chapter includes explicit content. [NSFW]

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//Janella's POV//

I just got home from my lolo's mall, and I tell you guys, It's so mentally draining! It's been a long day, I'm so tired, and it didn't help how annoying Ms. Nueves was.

I can't help to be annoyed by her presence. I just don't like how it really affects me, for I don't know the damn reason is!

Anyways, as I was putting my stuff back into my car, I can't help but to think of what I felt earlier. The feeling is very surreal and unknown. As what I said, sakanya ko lang nararamdaman 'yun.

Hindi ko alam kung bakit at tila bumibilis ang tibok ng puso ko na parang galing ako sa karera. I'm not really comfortable of other people's presence, pero pag sakanya, it feels that she knows me very well to a point na hindi niya kaya gawin ang mga ineexpect ko na gawin ng ibang tao sa akin.

And that is to hurt and betray me.

She can be stoic but from her gestures, I know she's somehow a softy. Mas nagpapakita siya ng genuine emotions, 'di tulad ko.

Kapag lumalapit siya, hindi mapalagay ang buong kalamnan ko. Naiinis ako na ewan! Hindi ko maexplain.

I want to find words. Precise words to be exact on how I can further explain this feeling that I'm currently having.

Once I knew my complete answer and regained my thoughts about it, I'll update you guys.

I just shrug off that thought and continued driving. When I got to my penthouse, I decided to take a quick shower.

After doing all my skincare routine, I then slip into my silky nightgown with care, savoring the sensation of the smooth fabric against my skin. It glides down my body, a gentle caress that soothes and relaxes.

After doing my usual routines, I then turned on my night light, and turn on my star lights on my ceiling, and opened my speaker for me to listen to white sounds.

I really love the sound of rain.

Rain has always been my silent confidant, a soothing presence in the midst of life's chaos. When the world outside is enveloped in a gentle downpour, I find solace in the rhythmic cadence of raindrops against my window.

As I sit by the glass, watching the rain paint intricate patterns on the pane, it's as though the world slows down just for me. The steady pattering is a lullaby, calming the storm within my mind. Each drop seems to carry away my worries, washing them down the drain, leaving behind a sense of tranquility.

Then, before reading it, I decided to clean my mahnwa with a fresh rug. I repeated the process numerous times to make sure it was clean but not so clean that the color would be lost.

But before that, I decided to read the Bad Thinking Diary first.

The moment I open the book, I felt my whole body stiffened. I was skimming throughout the whole pages of the mahnwa, and let me tell you, I've never felt this embarassed in my whole fricking life!

"What the hell Ressie!" I annoyingly uttered to myself. Napaka dumi talaga ng isip ng tao na 'yun at pati ako ay dinadamay niya pa.

Ngayon ko lang narealize na 'yung section na napuntahan ko na 'yun ay NSFW.

KAYA PALA GANUN NALANG KUNG UMASTA SI MS. NUEVES!!

GOSH! BAKA KUNG ANO NA ANG ISIPIN NIYA!

With all honesty, I'm totally fine with reading novels that has that kind of genre. Marami na rin akong nabasa na novels but this one is different since may graphics siya.