Get Lost With You (The Lost Souls on Tour: The Fourth Tour)

Stage 12

Stage 12

Gumawa ng ingay ang nangyari kay Florin sa buong school. Some think that it was a death threat or what while some thought that it was a prank. 

Well, it wasn't really a death threat. But it was a threat. Because any time, I will definitely eradicate her. Or maybe I don't really need it anymore. 

Pagkatapos ng nangyari, ilang araw nang absent si Florin. In my intuition, I feel like she knows that someone already knows her being one of the members of the syndicate. Kaya siguro siya absent ngayon dahil alam niya na hindi na siya makakagalaw nang malaya. She already have my eyes on her. Hindi ako sigurado kung papasok pa siya pero kung sakali man...ako mismo ang mag-aalis sa kaniya rito. 

"Bakit hindi mo ako nirereply-an, Miss Spain?" He puckered his lips while poking my arm. Sa kalagitnaan ng klase, umatake na naman ang sakit ni Andrius sa utak kaya ngayon ay nangungulit na naman kaysa makinig sa klase namin. Sinamaan ko siya ng tingin. 

"Alam mo ba, laging kulang tulog ko para lang mag-chat. Ta's 'di ako nirereply-an pero naka seen naman agad pagka-message ko."

My eyes flickered. Naramdaman ko agad ang pamumula ng pisngi ko sa sinabi niya. 

"Inaabangan naman chat ko," he grinned devilishly. 

"A-Ang kapag naman ng mukha nito!"

He chuckled when I started hitting his arm. Ngumuso siya sa akin pagkatapos ko siyang hampasin habang ako ay mas tinalasan ang sama ng tingin sa kaniya. 

Maya-maya lang, nakita ko ang unti-unting pagkamatay ng ngisi niya at agad napalitan ng seryosong ekspresyon ang mukha. He stared at me longer and I felt my heart beating wildly again. 

"P-Problema mo, gago?"

He tugged his lower lip using his teeth. "Cianna..."

"Ano?!" I asked him, irritated. 

"Paano kapag may...nagkagusto sa 'yo?"

My breath hitched. My heartbeat intensified as I felt my mouth parting. Ano'ng...

"H-Huh?"

"Just answer my question, Cianna."

Napalunok ako. What does he mean by that? Don't tell me...

"Gusto mo 'ko?"

He frowned. "That is not my question!"

"E, ano gusto mo'ng iparating?"

Ngumuso siya. "Kung may pag-asa ba ako..."

My lashes flickered. I looked away. This is...this is not good. 

"Now, Cianna. Answer my question. What if I like you?"

Fuck. 

Hindi ko siya hinarap. I don't know what to say but my chest feels like it will burst or what. Hindi ko alam, napaka random niya at isa pa...

Hindi ako puwedeng magmahal. 

Lalong hindi puwede sa kaniya. 

"I'm sorry..." I murmured lowly. 

He stiffened. Nakita ko kung paano siya naestatwa sa narinig habang ako ay napalunok at hindi makatingin nang tuwid sa kaniya. 

"You don't like...me?"

Napalunok ako. "What does it mean? Are you saying that..."

"I like you," he said straightly. He chuckled a bit before he looked away. It wasn't an enthusiastic chuckle, but rather a bitter one.