My Mafia

16.Bright - Superior attitude

I look at him angrily. I hate him so much.  No one treat me like him. Without blink he push and grab me as he want. How can my papa said, he will be a great partner. I know my dad also rough guy but he treat my papa like a prince. He never hurt him. After that weaponary issue, I choose to keep quiet and distance myself. I refuse him so many time and again he act like caveman.

I am sorry, he said. I pretend I don't hear anything and keep silent. Bright, he call me firmly. It sound weird now when he call my real name. He always call me baby just to tease me. I look at him with red eyes. I am so angry because I can't do anything to him. He is lucky because he is my leader and also I am belong to him. I swear I will beat him if he is normal person. He really can do what he want and no one can question him. This is not fair.

Come here he said gently and pull me onto his lap. I try to escape but it's useless when he act like nothing happen.
Baby he call me softly when I refuse to look at him. Look at me please, he said and hold my chin. I am sorry he said and then  my tears start flowing heavily. I cry so hard and hug him tight. I really can't say anything. He patiently wait for me to cool down. Are you ok now, he ask me. Can you forgive me,  he ask me softly.
Listen, since we will lives together,  you can't act unreasonable,  he said and look at me. I know you are good and strong, but you can't act without proper planning. It is danger for you and also for someone else he said again. Don't worry, I will never do anything alone if I am not confident and i will ask for help if I need to, he said again. I thank you for you intentions but don't do it again he said gently but firm. I look at him and cant response to him. I just cry and hug him. I am sorry for being rough, he said and kiss my head. Stop crying and don't avoid me again. Or I will make you stay at my home, you can't see your papa he said. I look at him and he slowly ask. You want that. I quickly shake my head.  Good, he said and let me go. I quickly sit on the sofa. 

This is not right. He suppose to comfort  me not to scold me. Are you hungry he ask me. I want to go home, I said. You will after dinner he said. No, I want to go home now, I try to refuse him. He look at me and I felt a bit scare. Why, he ask me.
I am angry , I said. I don't want to eat with you , I said honestly.  Why, he ask me again. Because you are bad phi, I said quickly and then realised my mistake.  I quickly close my mouth. No, I mean, I try to explain. He look at me and the laugh loudly. No one dare to said it at my face he said. That make me shivering. I am sorry , I said.  Let's go he said. Let's  eat at your house he said and walk to the door. I felt a bit guilty, but I need to tell him how I felt. 

My papa treat him nicely. My dad also spoke to him with respectful tone. Papa, I suddenly yell. It hurt me when both of them ignore me. What, my papa said. I am your son, I said and run to the garden.  How could they do this to me. I can hear they laugh but this is not funny. I am nearly lost my parent. I hear a someone coming. I know papa will come to me, but I was wrong. It was that mafia. Come let's eat, your papa and daddy are waiting. It not good to make them waiting he said. I try to ignore him, but I felt guilty. Let's go he said and pull me. It's not hard but I also know I can't escape from his grab.
My papa quickly hold my hand. Sorry baby, he said gently and kiss my head. Papa you can't like phi more than me I said loud and clear. Okay , I won't he said and chuckle. I mean it I said and open mouth when my dad feed me my favourite soup.

It's already a few weeks. My fiance make sure he call me everyday. He also try to meet me if he can. I felt a lot better. But I still remember about his scandle before. He is with so many girls.  I don't dare to ask but it always disturb me.  I will ask him when I am ready. Even I am top star and being in so many  rumours and scandle with my Co star or friend, I can guaranty that I never involve or fall in love with anyone.  No one can treat me like my dad and papa.

What are you doing suddenly, phi mile ask me. I quickly stand up and look at phi mile. He leasurely sit down and wait for my answer.  Nothing, I reply slowly.
You should prepare to move into my house he suddenly said.  I look at him and quickly reply, no. Stop being baby, I am expecting you to move before our marriage, I am extremely busy now, he said. But i dont want to marry you ,I said firmly. Phi mile look at me and calmly said. You know its not true, be ready he said and leave me alone.  I hate him, when act like that mafia boss.
I cant even negotiate or discuss anything.  Should I take over his power, so that he not so arrogant, I ask myself even I know that was stupid ideas. I just so angry with his superior attitude. 

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10.08.24