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17.Mile - Best decision

Mile

I miss him. I never felt like this before. I call him everyday but I still miss him. I need to do something.  I am swamped with my work and he with his crazy schedule.  Now I am deeply thinking of apo suggestions. He just teasing me but that really good idea. I know I need to face my dad for that. His parent can't say much. After being struggling for a few days I finally decide to live with him. So I clear my schedule and go to his house.

No, he said. That make me a bit angry. I leave him and get into his house to meet my future father in laws. I calmly inform them my plan and both of them look shock. As I expected, both of them are calm and don't say much. Uncle beam look at me for a while and quickly go to his baby. Dont worry,  I love him. I said and uncle forth look at me. I know, uncle forth said. That make me suprise. But separating with your own son never easy, he said. Dont worry, I will prepare for that he said. I felt a bit guilty but I just nod. Lets eat, uncle forth calmly said. Sorry uncle, I cant. I have so much to do. I just miss my stubborn fiance so much I said and bow to uncle forth before leave their house. 

I nearly laugh when all of the elders keep warning me to stay away from their baby. This is funny, my dad change his girl everyday, now he act like an angel. I know he is loyal to my mom when she still alive.  But after so many years he need to satisfy his need but he hate to commit to anyone. I think he still miss my mom. Dont do anything until your wedding,  my dad said again.  I just roll my eyes. Its not that both of us virgin. My fiance have many scandle before.  I am strong healthy guy, of course I need to do something about my desire. I definitely not a monk.  I just look at confuse bright who now sit quietly on my sofa when all the elders send him to my home. So to let them calm, I promise what ever request they ask.

Don't be too rough, I receive message from my dad. He know me too much.  I just chuckle and look at lost puppy who now look so tempting. Honestly, I am excited since he arrived at my home. My dad can see it and now I casually lift him to my room. He look at me and start to panic.  Phi, you promise your dad, he said quickly.  I gently put him on my bed and start kissing him. Phi, he call me and look at my eyes. He look scare. That make me more crazy. I know , I said and start kissing him.

Is this his first time, I ask myself. He look so shy when I make us naked. He look red and pale. I hold his chin and slowly ask. Is this your first time. He slowly nod. Oh my god, I said and kiss him gently. This make me more crazy.  Dont worry, I will be gentle , I said. This wild cat look so scare. May be because of his fear he become obediant.
I felt so content when I look at my sleeping fiance on my chest. Honestly I want him more, but since this is his first time, I let him rest after our first time. The way he cry and moaning really drive me crazy.  I hope I don't hurt him. Its not easy to control myself when he unconciously seduce me with his innocent.  His crying and tears bring me satisfaction.  I cant find arrogant spoiled prince when I do him. He bravely receive all of  me. He nearly bleed his own lips when I  get into him for the first time. But at the end his lips still bleeding because I bit him. His bow shape lips is so adorable.  I cant help to stop myself. His swollen and bleed lips make me felt powerful. His moan and crying when I do him make me crazier. The way he react to my touch bring me pleasure. Honestly he may be not as good as my previous partner but the feeling I have right now is the best. Maybe because there is love in my heart. Before this,  it never mean anything, it just a pleasure. But with him I felt content and everytime I touch him I felt love. I keep saying i am sorry but I never slow down and stop doing him. I think he is very sensitive.  Oh my god I love everything about him. I kiss his forehead lovingly . Let's sleep love , I said before hug him tighter. 

I open my eyes when I heard small moan. I look at my fiance who try to wake up. This is not happening. I can feel my self getting hard again. I know he can feel it and look at me scarely. Please don't look at me like this baby, I said and slowly caress his swollen lips. He look so sexy and weak right now. His marked body really dont help me here. I know he is sore. Please no more phi, he said slowly . That plead really throw away all my rational. I cant believe now again he is crying mess below Me. Dont cry baby, you are not helping me here I said while  getting faster. I must be crazy. I will get good scolding later but I don't care.  I need to claim and mark him right now. I want to make him mine.
I want to stay in him forever. Oh my god I hug him tight when I release in him for the second time this morning. Then I notice he did not response  to me. Stupid, I scold myself when I look at my unconcious  fiance. I quickly clean both of us. I just look at him and wait for him.
I felt sorry, but I don't felt guilty.
He ie the best decision I make in my life.

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10.08.24