Behind the scenes (Tom Hiddleston x reader)

I have to do what?!

„I have to do WHAT" I yelled across the whole set as I got a new, rewritten script part. My now I felt that I unintentionally gained all the attention from my fellow actors, because everyone is watching us.

„You just have to kiss him, it's part of the next scene" the director said calmly, like this was no big deal.

„I have never kissed someone only entire life. I-I can't just kiss someone" I argued back. Looking at Tom who watches the entire conversation with an amused smiled on his face, I added „no offense Tom"

„Don't worin darling, none taken" he smiled at me.

Darling, wow, this was new. I made a mental note to ask him later about that nickname.

But for now I continued to argue with the director about the kiss scene. In the end there was no luck, I have to kiss Tom Hiddleston. I mean I'm not complaining but I was pretty nervous. He is famous, good looking, nice and extremely handsome. And he will me my first kiss.

„Hey there" the deep voice could only belong to a certain someone, Tom. It made me jump because I kept getting over and over the kissing scene for almost thirty minutes now.

„I'm sorry I didn't mean to startle you. You seam nervous are you okay?" he asked gently.
„Yes, you're right I am nervous. It-it's just I have to kiss YOU in front of everyone and I-I'he never done it before" I stuttered, trying to find the right words.

„Of course you didn't." he smiled. „I would definitely remember kissing you, a lovely young lady" he added jokingly.

We both laughed at that, while I did my best to hide my red cheeks from him.

When I sat down on my chair to get my hair and make up done I was so nervous that both of my legs are visibly shaking.

„What's wrong Izzy? Are you okay? You look more nervous than normal, is everything alright" my makeup artist, Claire, asked me concerned while applying foundation on my face.

„Actually not really. I mean in some way yes in others don't." I slowly replied.

When she looks slightly worried at me I explained the whole situation. I told her that I never kissed someone before and now my first kiss will be right in front of a camera. I also admitted that I had no idea of how to kiss a guy and I don't want to make it awkward because it's, well him.

She laughed softly and told me that she can tell me some tricks.

After my makeup was done, it was time for my hair. So instead of my typical high ponytail she let my hair down and curled it slightly.

When we were done she started explaining me how I had to kiss him. She told me to let him take the lead in it and that my body knows what to do.
I was a bit more relaxed after that talk and I thanked her by hugging her afterwards. Before I left the trailer the begged me to tell her how it was, when it was done.
I smiled and promised that I would tell her and went to get into my costume.

The fact that I had to kiss Tom has spread like a wildfire, because when I arrived at the costume studio I was greeted with the sentence "hey, let's get you all dressed for you special kiss".

I tried to smile it away, the blush, but there was no use. I smiled at her as I greeted her. While I got dressed we talked about it and she said that she is a bit jealous. When I explained to her that this will be my first kiss ever, I feared that she will faint every minute.

She practically started jumping up and down and screamed as loud as she could.

When I was finally off the hook I made my way over to the set where I will kiss Tom Hiddleston in only a few more minutes.