Four days later
— It's me Theseus!" he says, knocking on my door.
He came again, he doesn't accept defeat. They've been here by several times, sent several owls... I need to be alone, damn it !
— I know you're there! Please open the door!
— I'm coming, I say shakily.
I lower the two protective charms on the door and opened the locks. He enter, I immediately put my protections back on, to be safe. That calm me down immediately. No one can get in ! No one can get in !
— Rosa!" he let go a little low, very worried.
I remains silent; I hate that look. He continues, more gently:
— I wanted to see how things were going, I have my answer.
I remain silent, not looking at him.
— You've been avoiding us while you're here, our owls, you've been on leave. You are not well.
I keep silent, trying to calm down. Theseus keep looking at me.
— Sit down, sit down.
I went to the sofa and Theseus follow me.
— Rosa, we are really worried about you! You can't isolate yourself and lock yourself away. Talk to me! Can you still see them ? What's going on ?
I didn't answer. He came closer and I back away, without thinking.
— Rosa, he has tears in his eyes now. Come back with me and Leta.
— No!
— Rosa!
— No! No!
— Double protection charms, lock, it's a fortress, not a place. You look exhausted, paranoid !
— I see them all the time ! I'm afraid they'll come back again ! I shout. I'm not safe !
— Rosa, I just want to give you a hug!
— Don't touch me, I begin to cry.
— Okay. Okay. I won't touch you. I'm not leaving, I'm staying here and calling Thomas.
I start to cry even more.
— No, not Thomas! Please, no ! He can't see me like this.
— This is non-negotiable. You're really not well ! You need help.
— Not... Okay. I concede.
— Thank you! I'm not touching you, but please stay here.
— Okay. I said without energy, at least I wasn't crying anymore.
I lay down on the couch. Theseus remains at a distance. The silence was overwhelming.
— Talk to me, he beg. How long has it been since you've really slept. The truth.
I am unable to answer.
— Rosa, oh!
Anxiety rise, my hands began to tremble. Anxiety floting in my entire body. I am starting to have trouble breathing. My heart speeds up. A panic attack is coming if .... I .... breathe, breathe... I sit and took the blanket, shaking.
— Rosa, tell me five things you see.
— Theseus.... I say as I panicked even more.
— Five things you see.
— You, a book,the kitchen,.... the table.... a drink.
— All right,then. How do you make a peace potion? The Ingredients.
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when the pain is too much to bear (Fantastic Beast OC tome 1)
Fanfiction1926, Angleterre Divisions rise between the wizards. Grindelwald is back and rising. Rosa lives her life, between her work at St. Mungo's and her friends Thomas, Theseus and Leta. A little bubble in the midst of war.... But one evening will change...