Heartless love

17. haseena's heart💔🥺

Day before yesterday his senior has told him so much against love & that love will make him weak in fighting for nation and so much more, that everything got so messed up in his head and that's the reason worrying about all this he got fever yesterday.. But haseena took very nice care of his health that he never got, and feeling warmth and peacefulness he got so lost in his love for her that he made love with her without her consent....

          Now in morning anubhav was snuggled so close to her hugging her & sleeping peacefully... Anubhav since the day he saw haseena she was always in his heart, mind & in dreams.. And today also she was in his dreams but suddenly his sweet haseena's dream turned into a dream where he chose haseena over nation... And he suddenly got awake & sat worriedly as his dream was still disturbing him alot... haseena too got awake as he was hugging her & sleeping so as he suddenly moved her sleep too got disturbed... she sat with difficulty because of so much pain...

And she was trying to compose her pain but before that only anubhav all of sudden started removing his all dream frustration on her by rudely talking with her and blaming her for everything even for what happened yesterday night... haseena went numb & her eyes got filled with tears hearing such hurting words from him & blaming her for everything and even for yesterday night which she had not even imagined in her life and had tried so muchh to stop him but wasn't being able to as her health was already veryy bad & weak ....

Anubhav taking his car keys left from the house frustrated.. As soon as as anubhav left the room her eyes couldn't control the tears anymore & it started flowing from her eyes... Everything that happened between them was only so much for her to take in and more to it his harsh & hurting words were unbearable painfull...

            Suddenly she got a panic attack, her breathing got very heavy she was not being able to breathe properly & was getting veryy restless she tried getting up to take the glass of water but as soon as she got up because of so much pain in her lower body, she was fallen & the glass got dropped from her hand , with great difficulty she took the support of the wall & sat down only.... And her pain made her remember everything again resulting in increasing her panic attack more worst...
       she was trying to calm her panic attack but wasn't being able to as this was the first time she got a panic attack..

     Her panic attack was getting worst, she was getting sooo muchhh more difficulty in breathing, her eyes were getting close she was abt to faint and in restlessness bymistakely she kept her hand on the broken glass piece & it deeply got pierced in her hand and her attention went towards it & then her intelligent mind realized that diverting her attention could maybe help.. but she was not getting anything to divert her attention then she thought of piercing the broken glass piece more in her hand would move her all attention towards it's pain...
           so she took the glass piece in her hand & closed her fist tightly till her panic attack got calm but in calming the attack her fist was badly bleeding and injured... As her panic attack got stopped she got calmed & closed her eyes resting her head on the wall, opening her fist dropping the broken glass piece...

        

              she was already not well & was suffering from fever & cold because of getting drenched in rain that day & more to it she even got injured while fighting with that goons... And after all this the only thing that could had helped her health was a good care but that she did not get since her childhood only & neither did she cared about herself...

               It was not like she was getting ill and injured together for the first time, it has happened many times before too & instead of taking her health serious she just used to to ignore everything and just used to eat medicines and get some rest, sleep and relax herself this was the only things she has followed every time when she used to get ill & injured.... she was now used to all this as there was never anyone to take good care of her and she was never really concerned for her ownself, only one thing mattered to her the safety of nation and it's people...

But this time when she got ill and injured, she did not even rest, sleep, eat medicines or relaxed herself because seeing someone's health not well it always becomes her first priority to help that person and now seeing anubhav not well she ignored her own health and took good care of him & even completed his work without taking any credits as she has always helped people with the intention to make them happy and to keep everyone safe because she has a beautiful & kind heart, not because she wanted herself to be praised...

             And by her good care anubhav soon got well also but her health was getting no better and more to it instead of getting a little rest her health got more worst as anubhav took her virginity and even after her health was not at all good but still she tried a lot to stop him but wasn't able to because her health was already veryy bad and weak and after this unwanted intercourse her health got more weak and that's not it she did not even got peace in the morning too as anubhav blamed everything on her only and said her many hurtful things...

She has always been a very strong girl and brave women but yesterday night what anubhav did & then now in morning his hurtful words broke & crushed her
self respect and heart veryy badlyyy.. she always used to ignore everything even her health because for her always only one thing mattered her nation & duty..... But she for the first time in her life was not being able to compose herself and her health, resulting in getting a severe panic attack for the first time in her life... She being a very strong women with great difficulty and by getting injured again overcomes from her panic attack but her health was not at all good still....

       Only few minutes has passed her breathe getting normal, she got a phone call... she slowly opened her eyes hearing the ring... it was from her team related to some case, she said she would be there... and after the call ended she decided to give priority to her duty first as always & ignore everything else. so with great difficulty she went to get freshen up, changed into uniform, cleaned the mess, picked the broken glass pieces & then left for thana...

  
She tried ignoring everything but was not at all okay,  she was feeling so much moreee exhausted & worst as the fever & the pain has increased extremely....