Heartless love

40.

haseena never eats more than one or two sleeping pills thinking that she have to go to work next morning but now she wasn't being able to bear that scary sight so she just wanted to sleep to forget everything that just happened and tried sleeping but everytime when she was closing her eyes she was getting the same scary lady in her mind and even after eating such a high dose of sleeping pills she wasn't being able to get sleep..

And now as all this happened late night after sometime now it was morning, the sunrays fell on shivering and numb haseena whose body temperature has turned extremely hot.. she wasn't able to sleep for even one second & obviously how could she after seeing something so scary that scared the hell out of her, shaking her soul deeply...

Haseena don't usually get scared of anything but obviously the scariest incident last night made her fearful... she got scared again as her alarm rang but composed herself realising it's just an alarm, haseena keeps alarm a little early to prepare breakfast and lunch so that they both don't get late for their works...

Haseena got up from the floor carefully taking sofa's support as her foot was still giving her pain, she moved towards the other sofa which was opposite to stairs, she was now standing near back of the sofa taking its support and looked at the stairs tiredly she had no energy to climb those stairs... she closed her eyes to compose herself and to ignore everything and just focus on her work... But then she heard a voice and opened her eyes..

Anubhav got awake early today by his seniors call about the meeting which he forgot but he didn't said that to his senior and said he would be there soon.. He immediately got ready and while coming downstairs didn't notice her weak condition as his mind was filled with meeting and that he has to reach immediately.. Anubhav's whole focus was on wearing his watch & while getting down the stairs he said to haseena ,

as : hj abhi thodi der mai hi humari ek zaroori meeting hai jiske bare mai hum bhul hi gaye the.. wo toh acha howa sir ka call agaya tha humein subah.. toh hum jaldi nikalte hai phir..

hm eyes were red, she was burning with veryy high temperature, her foot sprain was giving her intense pain but still she always thinking about others first ignoring her ownself : sir par apne breakfast nahi kiya aur apka lunch!

anubhav hearing a weak tired voice finally looked towards her but he couldn't see her red eyes and pale & tired face as haseena while asking him abt breakfast and lunch tried to move a little but felt immense pain and to compose herself she closed her eyes and while catching the headrest of the sofa her face got turned towards it... So when anubhav turned to look towarda her he wasn't able to see her face or eyes.. And before he could ask her anything he again got a call from senior...

as : hj hum wahi krlenge breakfast aur lunch bhi.. hume der horahi hai hum chalte hai.. jai hind ...

And answered his phone and left the house while talking on the phone..

Haseena sat on the sofa tiredly as she was getting up early for making breakfast and lunch but now as he left she obviously doesn't care abt her own self so she decided to skip making breakfast and lunch... And as there was a little time left for her to leave for work she felt to stay like this only and while sitting on the sofa, rested her head on the sofa headrest and closed her eyes for sometime... But immediately again opened her eyes as that scary face came in her mind...

hm thoughts : kal raat humne jo kuch bhi dekha wo kese possible hai.. koi darawna sapna bhi nahi hosakta kyuke hume toh neend ki gooliyan khane ke baad bhi neend hi nahi ayi par aksar toh ek hi goli se hume neend ajati hai phir ab ki baar kese nahi aayi... aur wo behenak si shakal thodi si uss mahila ki shakal se mil rahi thi jo uss din thane mai ayi thi par wo toh zinda thi aur ye jo kal raat yaha thi hume nahi lagta wo zinda thi.. thane mai bhi jo aayi thi wo bhi toh achanak hi gayab hgyi thi.. ho na ho ye wahi thi aur shyd yehi itne dino se humare peeche padi hai par kyu..!

Haan uss din usne thane mai kaha toh tha wo anubhav sir se pyaar krti hai aur un dono ka saath na hone ka zimmedar wo hume samjhti hai... wo shyd bohtt pyaar krti hai sir se isliye unki shadi kisi aur se wo bardash nahi kar pa rahi hai aur isliye shyd kal raat jab hum sir ke saath the humne uska ehsaas mehsoos nahi kiya kyuke shyd humara sir ke saath hona wo bardash nahi krsakti aur humse nafrat krne ki wajh bhi yehi hosakti hai ke wo samjh rahi hai ke sir humse pyaar krte hai...

par ab hum usse ye sach ke sir humse pyaar nahi krte kese samjhaye wo toh insaan bhi nahi hai.. kese kare hum uska samna humare kuch bolne ya krne se pehle hi wo hume chot pahuncha kar bina humari baat samjhe, sune chali jati hai.. nahi hume kuch na kuch toh krna hoga hum aise darkar har nahi man sakte... hum usse bina mission ki bhanak lage ye sach ke sir humse pyaar nahi krte aur ye shadi khatam hone wali hai ye samjhakar hi rahenge... aur uski tadapti atma ko bhi muqti mil jayegi..

And then later after sometime, she took a relaxing shower to get fresh and to reduce her tiredness, temperature and pain and then got ready and sprayed the sprain relief spray on her foot and went out of the house towards the thana.. Though she sprayed the pain relief spray but still she was feeling so much pain while driving and walking but still she ignored but as later the pain was getting unbearable she informed the thana members she is going on a round and then buyed a glucose drink and a high dose medicine for her pain and high temperature ...

As she always get this kind of injuries and she always manage everything alone only she got the knowledge abt the medicines also and is also used to keep her pain and feelings to herself only... So after drinking the glucose she ate the high dose medicine, she drank the glucose before as she knows without having anything taking this medicine can make her unconscious...