Heartless love

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     Later again the day passed, she was eating fruits and drinking glucose the whole day so that she don't get fainted because of weakness .. Later after duty hours she reached home... She stood near the door for some time before opening the door as all the fearfull sights again started troubling her mind... But she closed her eyes for sometime and composed herself and made herself understand that she need to be brave and strong, she cannot be scared like this and entered the house...

        Later she took a shower to relax herself  and feel fresh, she changed in comfy clothes and went towards the kitchen to cook dinner... Haseena was busy making the dinner when anubhav entered the house and hearing voices coming from the kitchen thought haseena would be making dinner, he left for his room to get freshen up...

       haseena always hearing the door opening voice understands he has arrived as anubhav after coming straightaway goes to his room even without meeting or even just saying that he arrived, nothing... But today while making dinner haseena was soo lost in her thoughts about everything that was happening with her from the past few days, so she didn't hear or noticed that anubhav has arrived..

         After cooking the dinner, she came out and realized that today she didn't noticed only that anubhav arrived or not as that also she should only know as anubhav doesn't inform her only this much also that he has arrived..so she went upstairs towards his room to check & entering she saw anubhav was comfortably sitting & using his phone.. As she entered anubhav thought she came for giving food but the tray was not in her hands.. Seeing him a little confused haseena understood his unasked question..

hm: wo aj humara dhayan nahi gaya ke ap ghar agaye hai ya nahi toh bass ap agaye hai ya nahi dekhne aye the.. hum abhi lekar aate hai dinner...

         And left to bring the dinner and after giving him the food again went downstairs... she sat with her plate and started eating alone and as eating alone, mind gets filled with many thoughts and this time her mind was not filled with mission or some case related thoughts, her mind was filled with very dreadful & fearfull thoughts which were very disturbing for her and she wasn't even able to eat properly...

        Later both anubhav and Haseena decided to sleep, anubhav dozed off to sleep comfortably but haseena again even after eating sleeping pills wasn't able to sleep... And then again she started feeling the bad presence, but today she knew that how she can be away from this evil spirit as she realised when anubhav is around her sneha doesn't try to kill & hurt her... But as she never thinks about herself or her comfort and health.. she didn't wanted to disturb or trouble anubhav by being around him just so that sneha doesn't hurt her...

       as she believed its not his responsibility to take of her though she have always take care of him without even him saying just by understanding him on her own as she is really a very good officer in understanding when a person is hiding his problem or is in trouble...

But since her childhood she never got a single person who could understand she is in trouble or problem or can see her pain without her saying because haseena doesn't say anything to anyone even though if she is suffering so much because she thought that every person in this world deals everything alone only.. but later as she grew and bacame police officer she got to know that every people deals with problems but to ease their problems their closed ones help them a lot by giving them emotional support, warmth and peace...

But she never felt any of this as no one took care of her, or gave her emotional support, warmth and peace... And as she never felt any of this, she never knew how that actually feels when someone takes care of you, give you warmth and make you feel peaceful.. she was used to manage everything alone only all by herself and never really craved for all those feeelings, warmth, comfort and peace in her life.. And got so engrossed in fulfilling her childhood dream of serving for her nation and for the safety and peace of the people.. That she forget about her own self only, her health and life was her last and least priority.. Her only priority in life was nation and the safety and peace for the people of nation...

          so she stayed in the living room only on the sofa, her each second was passing like dreadful hours, she didn't knew what that spirit was going to do with her today but she was determined on one thing that she would definitely make her understand that anubhav doesn't love her without disclosing anything about the mission.. Haseena felt that the spirit was some where around very close to her...so haseena stood up, her whole body was shivering..

hm : dekho hum samjh gaye hai ke tum sneha hi ho... sneha plss humari baat ko samjne ki koshish karo tum galat samjh rahi ho sir sach mai humse pyaar nahi krte...

And suddenly she was throwed harshly near a wall, her forehead started bleeding as it got hit with the wall before she could compose herself, she heard sneha's voice & looked towards the voice and saw her moving towards her while saying.,

sneha angrily : haan ye toh tumne sahi kaha ke hum sneha hi hai..

and till now she reached where haseena was & holding her neck and making her stand came into her original form, seeing sneha in her original scary form from this close haseena immediately closed her eyes immediately as her soul shivered in fear..

sneha pressing her neck harshly : par ye jhoot kaha tumne ke wo tumse pyaar nahi krta... tumhe kya lagta hai tum kahogi aur mai man lungi maine uski ankhon mai dekha hai tumhare liye pyaar jo mai apne liye uski ankhon mai dekhna chahti thi... jhoot keh rahi ho tum tumhari wajh se hi mera anubhav mujhse cheen gaya sirf tumhari wajh se...

And then choking her neck raised her very high in the air.. haseena was about to loose her all breath as she almost choked her to death... But anubhav who got awake as he felt thirsty and came down to have some water got shocked seeing haseena in the air veryy weak & facing soo much difficulty to breathe and her forehead was bleeding very badly... he got hell worried....

anubhav worried as hell immediately while moving towards her, concernly with tears in his eyes seeing her condition : haseena..

sneha hearing his voice immediately left her, haseena was abt to fall from that top and seeing that anubhav immediately rushed towards her worriedly and holds her in his arms, she got unconscious because of so much bleeding and choking, anubhav got more worried seeing her unconscious and tried waking her up.. he immediately made her lie on the sofa and immediately brought some water to sprinkle on her.... He was also constantly trying to stop the blood flowing from her forehead by her dupatta which was kept nearby but it wasn't stopping making him worry more.. And while trying he also noticed that her temperature is burning hot...  He got hell worried..