Heartless love

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As soon as they left the nurse entered for checking up on her & her injuries and anubhav left the ward for giving haseena privacy so that she don't feel uncomfortable.. after sometime the nurse left & anubhav entered, haseena didn't expect he would be still here obviously because of all his previous behaviors... 

Anubhav was moving towards her to apologize but obviously because of his past behaviors haseena wouldn't in her wildest dreams have thought that he is coming for apologizing & because of her already weak health and restlessness she wasn't willing to listen to any of his blames right now.. As his past behavior and previous unnecessary blame was only enough to make her restless which was clearly visible on that heartbeat machine as soon as the memories again hit her ....

she wasn't feeling scared of him, she just  didn't wanted to talk about that as the memories of him blaming her were only making her restless and again he doing the same thing wouldn't help her health to get any better and also as before getting unconscious in the accident she decided to forget everything and just focus on work...

          And more to it her head was already feeling very heavy because of injury and medicines but still she did not lose her temper & patience.... she was trying to calm her breath....

as was filled with guilt & wanted to apologize to her : wo... haseena ji... hum... uss din...
he wasn't looking towards her from this time because of his guilt but when finally he looked towards her he saw her breathing heavily and her eyes were closed & she was trying to calm her breath... he got very worried...& cupped her face...

as worriedly : hj.. ap.. theek hai... hj...!

haseena's eyes were closed trying to calm her breath but his touch made her remember that night more specifically & she again got a panic attack....

anubhav seeing her health immediately went to call the doctor and the doctor examined her & was trying to calm her but again because of her health the panic attack was severe so the doctor had to give her sedative so that she could get some calm & peace..

as worried : doc wo theek toh hai! unhe aise behosh kyu karna pada..!

doc : unhe phirse panic attack agaya tha aur heartbeats bohtt tezz hgyi thi unhe jald hi behosh nahi krte toh unke heart par asar pad sakta tha...humne apse kaha toh tha ke ye abhi boht weak hai inhe koi bhi stress mat dijiye ga.. phir aisa kya howa jo inhe phirse ?

as worriedly : hume pata nahi samjh nahi araha hum dono ke beech kuch baat hone se pehle hi unhe panic attack agaya..

doc : hmm... toh shayad jis wajh se unhe pehli baar panic attack aya tha shyd wo unhe yaad agaya ho isliye shyd phirse.. unhe wo baat bhulna hoga warna ye panic attacks unhe dubara ate rahenge... unse iss bare mai baat krni hogi abhi toh sedative ka asar rahega subah hi unse baat ho payegi...

And the doctor left anubhav went towards her and held her hand & tears started flowing from his eyes seeing her in this weak condition and he was feeling guilty for it... & later he dozed off to sleep holding her hand only...

Later in morning anubhav got awake as a nurse entered for changing her drip and then later after sometime anubhav got a call so he went out to attend it... haseena was getting awake and as she opened her eyes she saw the doctor entering... The doctor examined her and asked abt her health and all & then she asked.. and at the same time anubhav was going to enter but stopped at the door only as he thought haseena would feel uncomfortable with his presence and wouldn't answer the truths which is very important for her health...

doc : haseena apko pehli baar panic attack kab aya tha?  aur kya apko bachpan se panic attacks ate hai..? kyuke apke haath ka ghaav dekhkar lagra hai ke apko pata hai ke jab panic attack aata hai toh apna mind divert karna hota hai panic attack ko kam krne ke liye...