Heartless love

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She reached home with so much difficulty and tiredly sat on the sofa neither she was able to sleep nor she was having the energy to go upstairs and get freshen up...

hm : ek shower lelete hai toh theek hojayenge.. utho haseenaaa..

and tries to get up but wasn't willing to as her injuries was giving her so much pain..

hm mind : haseena ye sab toh hote rehta hai tumhe ye gaddaro ko kisi bhi hal mai salakon ke piche dalna hai.. tumhe apne zakhm aur unke dard bhulna hoga.. himmat karo haseena himat...

And finally gets up with difficulty and move upstairs she was not at all willing to climb those stairs as she was left with very less energy but left with no option she climbed the stairs with so much difficulty & thinking anubhav must be sleeping she entered the room slowly without making any noise so that his sleep don't get disturbed and went to get freshen up...

As she stood under the shower & as the water suddenly reached her deep cut on her shoulder she hissed in pain.. Her dried blood from her shoulder, mouth and nose got mixed with water and flowed... she was in so much pain & tears automatically started flowing from her eyes... she was feeling helpless all the thoughts for tomorrow's case, duty, farz and her & anubhav's mission and feeling so much pain because of the injuries she just got... everything was making her so much restless...

She has always helped and cared for everyone without any selfishness, only with her kind and helping heart, seeing other's happy and in peace only that mattered to her always nothing else.. She was used to suffer all her pains alone only...

Anubhav also used to suffer everything alone but then haseena came in his life who was taking very good care of him & when he was getting sick or hurt she used to give him so much comfort & used to make him feel peace that he never felt in his life...she used to take care of him without any selfish reasons just because she has a very pure & kind heart...

she wasn't in love with him, they got married for the mission even though she know it was going to end after the mission, haseena still decided to respect this rishta as she believes rishta's carries great values... anubhav too would have respected but he was in love with haseena and staying with her was making him fall for her more & he wanted to unlove her which was getting veryy difficult for him as she is a veryy pure soul but he only wanted to love nation, which was making him frustrated resulting in behaving rude & cold with haseena but still she always stayed calm & never behaved with him in rude or cold manner ...

Haseena don't love anubhav but still she takes care of him....

Anubhav loves haseena so much but still she is alone no one to take of her and more to it getting hurt by his rude & cold behaviour again and again when it's not even her fault...

she was used to not getting peace, not being taken care and hiding all her pains to herself since very young age only... But since she got married with him for the mission her mental peace was also gone and her normal duty to home and home to duty life turned into something else only... Before also her health used to get bad but now her health was getting bad more often... (why & because of whom you can read in previous parts)

All the pain, case, mission, duty altogether overcome her and tears started flowing from her eyes.... she composed herself and thought to only focus on the case right now.. and got freshen up & as she was already exhausted not willing to do anything so just tiredly unwillingly did her first aid but that also she couldn't do it properly as she was obviously feeling pain & difficulty in doing it... And then with no energy left got downstairs and just lied on the sofa tiredly...

Laterrr in morning as decided yesterday that everyone will meet at anubhav's house everyone came and ranged the bell.... As haseena already sleptt very lateee and was in so much pain she was in deep sleep.... Anubhav was getting ready in the room thinking haseena must have already been awake as everyday... but as the door bell rang again he went down and saw she is sleeping still and immediately moved towards her...

as : hj uthiye ap abhi tak kese so rahi hai... sab agaye hai... jdi uthiye hj... as she wasn't waking he cupped her cheek and was slightly tapping to wake her up and after 2, 3 attempts she got awake & slowly opened her eyes ... and saw that anubhav was waking her up sitting on his knees... and heard him saying..

as : hj sab agaye hai ap abhi tak kese so rahi hai hum jabse samjh rahe the ap jag gayi hogi.. and again the bell ranged...

and haseena realised she was late and got up with a jerk and suddenly closed her eyes & hissed in pain as her yesterday's night injuries gave her so much pain...

as : hj ap theek hai.?

hm composing herself : ji ji sir hum theek hai sorry sir wo humari ankh nahi kholi hum bass abhi tayyar hokar aate hai...

as : ji... hum darwaza kholte hai ap ayiye jaldi...

she then got freshen up and came downstairs & saw them ready with breakfast and waiting for her.... she wished jai hind everyone wished her back... it was obviously visible by seeing her that she did not slept properly and is not at all okay so they enquired her but she rplied by saying that she is okay and changed the topic and said them,

hm smilingly : hum bilkul theek hai chaliye breakfast karte hai phir hume ap sab ko kuch zaroori information bhi batani hai..

ss: yeh wahi info hai kya ms jo ap kal raat find kr rahi thi jiske bare mai apne hum sabko bataya tha..?!

hm: ji sneha sharma wahi..

they all had their breakfast , haseena was facing difficulty in eating but she ignored it and hided it from everyone.....