*Sams pov*
She sliced her wrist and the blood came pouring out, she tensed and then fell back, pale, white, lifeless, but full of life. We all just sat there staring at her, Chrissy went to get up and get her help, but all at once we yelled at her to stop.
Nicki was a lot of things, we thought she was happy, and to say we were wrong would be an understatement. Nicky's father killed himself, and in his goodbye letters he blamed his death on her. He blamed her weight, her hair, her appearance. He said he was embarrassed of her and that he rather die than be seen in public with her.
Nicki idolized her dad, this killed her inside.
She became so self conscious, and this killed her even more, she suffered a lot.
Lying there in a pool of her blood, we all knew that she was in a better place, and that she was happier now then she will ever be on this earth, so we waited and then called the cops.
They couldn't save her of course, however I truly believe she is happier than what she was now.
Her mom was abusing her after her father killed himself, she refused to feed Nicki for the next year, and Nicki learned to fend for herself. Her mom went as far as burning Nicki and constantly reminded her that she was the reason her father was dead.
Her mom eventually calmed down but was still very bitter towards her.
Standing here at her funeral I feel a lot of guilt, but deep down in my heart i know that there was no saving her, it's like trying to glue back a mirror that has been shattered to bits.
~~1 month later~~
*chrissy's POV*
I could have saved her. I know I could have, but she is gone now and there is nothing i can do. Sasha stopped trying to hide her scars and started cutting on her wrists instead of her thighs.
Libby tried to kill herself a week after Nicki's funeral. That hit me hard.
Libby was my best friend and i couldn't deal with her being so sad too. So, i picked up an eating disorder. Our whole school became disordered.
The kid in science class who talked to Nicki once, was immediately effected, for he moved right back to where he came from after he ran out of class sobbing when the announcements told everyone the news.
Soon however, everything came back to normal. We have to go to counseling, but, we all know deep down that it had to happen.
Now the way Nicki's life story goes can be seen as a tragic ending, or a happy one.
I see it as a happy one, because her pain is away now for good, may she rest in peace
AN: wow okay this went way out of perspective i don't think i like this i don't know, i haven't updated in seven years but this is the first story i've ever completed so...
