I got out of Riley's car and looked up at her huge house. Never before have I felt so small compared to it, and I have been here many times before.
We walked down into her basement/room and got comfortable on her couches with blankets and pillows like we always did.
Riley and Beth brought out mountains of junk food and drinks, which normally I would be thrilled about, except that ever since my failed attempt I've been starving myself.
"Niki, what's wrong? You're always in the mood for food!" Beth broke me from my thoughts. I looked down at my untouched plate piled to the top with chips, popcorn, donuts and cake. If I ate even a third of this I would gain 1000 pounds.
"I-I er, I ate before I came." I was shivering violently now, I always shiver when I get nervous.
"You came with us in the car straight from school Niki." Shit.
Beth really pisses me off sometimes, however, of all of them I would consider her my best friend. She had dark, pin straight hair and brown/black eyes, and eyelashes that are never ending. I can never live up to my friends appearances. Beth is nice, and funny, and is someone I could joke around with, but sometimes she just got in this mode, this mode where she thought she was 100x better than everyone around her, and that she knew everything about everyone. Sometimes she even thought that she knew people more then they know them self.
"I'm just not all that hungry okay? Let's just drop it." I snapped. The six of them looked at me in shock.
"Sorry." I mumbled
Idiot.
I shifted uncomfortably under their gaze, and sipped on my hot coffee.
"Hey! I have an idea, how about we all write down a secret about ourselves and put it in the middle and then we have to guess who wrote the secret!" Sasha seemed proud of herself. Sasha is really nice, a lot of people call her fake, I don't think she is fake, but i just nod along because that's all I can do. Sasha is the prettiest one, I think. She has huge green eyes and light brown wavy long hair. A lot of people don't find her attractive because she is "fat". I just don't see it. She isn't stick thin but she is so pretty it doesn't seem to matter.
Everyone seemed to like the idea and Riley ran to get a pad of paper and a pen. It wasn't a bad idea I like it because the pressure won't be all on me.
"Okay first round should be like a 1 on seriousness." I say, don't wanna get their hopes up.
I scribble down my answer and give the pad to the next person.
this morning i stubbed mah toe and i cryed for lyke an hour D:
That actually happened. I don't understand myself sometimes. Sometimes I cry over the stupidest things.
Everyone put their secrets into the center and we pulled one out. Mine said:
A random guy in Right Aid asked me if i would like his butthole last week.
Faith Faith Faith that was definitely Faith.
Faith was always getting the men.
We guessed and guessed until the seriousness was at a 9. I got really nervous and scribbled down a secret that wasn't to bad, a secret everyone can deal with.
i hate myself
We put the papers into the center and grabbed the paper. When I opened mine I chocked on my own spit.
a/n
I stole this from my life because me and my friends play this game all of the time so i felt it tied in nicely
was this longer i thought it was
