Journey of the Heart ~ Clownzy

Mixed Feelings (10)

~ Branzy ~

Confusion. When the line between good and bad deeds blur.

Like an empress the silver moon solemly stood in the sky amongst a batallion of clouds. She bathed the land of the Lifesteal SMP in her dim light, illuminating the dark surroundings of Branzy and Clown as they entered the familiar territory of spawn.

Coiling upwards, the branches reached up towards the empress, an array of burnt orange and vermilion leaves worshiping the heavens. Nature itelf was silent, showing a deep and solemn respect for the regal moon above them. Evrything around them was so peaceful and yet there was a battle being fought within Branzy's heart at this very minute.

Exhausted and tired, starving and hungry, Branzy Craft reflected upon his feelings. It was around this time yesterday that he noticed a growing feeling that had been bothering him, nagging him, gnawing at his heart until he payed it the slightest bit of attention.

That feeling must be love. He had had time to think about it and he had come to the conclusion that had most definitely developed a crush on his best friend. This however didn't stop doubts from festering. Branzy had so very many doubts. Doubts infested his brain, clouding his thoughts, controlling his every action.

What would happen if Clown didn't like him back?

If Branzy confessed to Clown would he lose their friendship?

Would Clown think badly of him?

He felt so lost, so troubled, so dazed that he walked head first into a tall birch tree.

Laughter escaped Clown's mouth. Oh how he loved his laugh.

"Branzy, are you okay?!" Yes, now that I have been given my daily dose of medicine - your laughter.

"You know, you should really be looking where you are going..." Branzy melted on the inside at how much Clown cared about him.

"Uhm Branzy, are you okay? You're kind of just staring at me."

Tugging his conscience from whatever realm it was just in, Branzy immediately pulled himself back into reality. "Oh yes! Of course! I was just a..."

"Just testing the sturdiness of the trees I guess?" Clown giggled.

"Uh yeah, defenitely."

Great. What had he gotten himeself into?

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Clown's and Branzy's com buzzed.

L3fu_ joined the game.

ParrotX2: @a please welcome our newest member Lefu to the server. She has moved here from Hypixel.

Beneath the watchful stare of the stars above, the pair exchanged a bewildered yet curious glance. "Great, yet another person trying to ruin our lives," Clown sighed placing his head between his hands.

"Oh don't say that, maybe she's really nice..." she wasn't. Branzy hated Lefu with every comment she made, every breath she took, every thought she had.

Branzy had convinced Clown to go and meet her. Although sceptical at first, he had agreed.

Travelling through fields and wreckages, shops and monuments, the two finally arrived at the cenre of spawn to see a fairly tall girl talking to Subz and Vitalasy.

She had short, wavy, raven hair, with a dark crimson streak running through it. Her tan skin was flushed with a dangerous glow. Her piercing eyes were her most prominent feature. A hazel eye that judged your every move and a dark chestnut that scanned you constantly.